TearDrop!-chapter 1

Bella's POV

I woke up and just laid there knowing that today was going to be like very other day in the boring town of forks. Nothing is the same anymore without them here.

I thought after time I would stop feeling so depressed and alone but I was wrong, the longer time went on the more I knew that they were never coming back.

I got out of bed to start my usual daily routine.

After I had a shower and put my clothes on I went downstairs to make breakfast.

Charlie had already gone to work early which is normal because today was Saturday which didn't only mean Charlie was in work early it meant I had a whole day of mopping around.

As I sat there I started to feel bored not just because there was nothing to do in this town but I was getting bored of me. I have to move on, I can't keep doing this to myself and more importantly I can't keep doing this to Charlie.

They're gone and he is gone and they're never coming back so instead of getting depressed I should be angry after all he did promise he would never leave me and that is just what he has done, its his fault im like this not mine. I wasn't really sure how to move on, maybe if I go to there house and look at it and see its empty, it will make me realise that they really aren't coming back and that I really needed to move on with my life.

I decided that, that was going to be the best plan I could come up with right now so I got my jacket and got in my truck.

The journey to their house, no! If I am really going to move on I need to start with their name. So the journey to the… Cullen's house was slower than I thought, maybe because I wasn't use to driving there in my truck for a long while that it seemed to take forever.

As soon as their…. the Cullen's house came into view my heart started to pound harder as the memories came flooding back to me but I knew that this is what I needed. I needed to do this to finally accept it, to finally move on and finally get the old Bella back!

I had to look in the windows because the door was locked and I wasn't about to break in, and everything looked the same, well it was empty and most of their things were gone but the house looked the same.

Although it was hard for me it wasn't as hard as I thought it would be being back here after so long. Unfortunately another thought came into my head, the Cullen's house is easy, the hardest place to face all this, is your meadow.

If i truely was going to move on with my life then i needed to the one place where are relationship meant the most. I took a deep breath a started walking on foot to our meadow.

After about an hour I thought that maybe I had gotten lost because even as a human I was sure it wouldn't have taken this long. I walked though the trees when I came across what looked like a little field, with dead flowers in and it looked gloomy.

I was sure that I had gotten lost now but i took a closer look at where I was standing because everything looked the same but at the same time everything looked different.

It was are meadow I was standing in.

Everything was dead, all the flowers where gone and it even smelled different and it also looked different. A tear escaped from my eye and although I had to move on it was still hard knowing that this beautiful magical place was gone too. As I walked into the middle of our once beautiful meadow I knew I was moving on.

What a mess this has all been, what if I just stayed in Phoenix none of this would of happened and I wouldn't have felt any of this pain. Maybe that's what I need to do move away from forks, maybe not back to my mum but some where else away from the pain , away from the memories and away from all the vampires I have met.

That sounded like a good plan, to make a whole new life so I can finally accept and move on. I sat there for a while thinking about were I would go and other things that would help, I knew this was a good plan and I was already getting excited about it.

I stood up ready to make my way back to my truck when I started to feel weird almost like I was being watched.

I heard a small giggle from behind me and I quickly turned around to see the one person who has been in most of my nightmares since I saw her for the first time.

"Bella, Bella, Bella, what a wonderful surprise to see you here" she said with an evil grin.

"Victoria"…...

(I would like to say a special thanks to jeasterl for telling me that i had made lots of mistakes on my story and was kind enough to give me an honest review. Since then i can assure you that i have corrected the mistakes and I hope you can properly enjoy the story.)

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