A/N: Hello there! This fanfic was requested by Shiranai Atsune. I hope that you enjoy this story! Don't forget to leave a comment; I love hearing your feedback! WARNING: INTENSE GRAPHIC VIOLENCE
I never felt anything. Life had no meaning. No purpose. Yet I kept on dragging myself through each day. I knew I was different than all of the other boys. They all seemed so emotional, full of expression. If they did well on a test, they were happy. If their dog died, they were sad. As for me, I just simply never felt anything. That is, until I met Senpai-chan. The moment I laid my eyes on her, my whole entire life changed. Gone was my dark, dull world, replaced with bright, lively colors. I could never go back to my old world. These colors were too precious. I had to be with Senpai-chan forever. Never would I release her from my eternal grip, or spare her from my desperate clutches. Never would I let her go.
"Ugh, move it, baka!" a voice complained. It was Osanu Najimi. He had an obnoxious attitude, yet remained a close friend of Senpai-chan. He also had a widely known crush on her, although Senpai-chan was oblivious to it. Osanu had to die.
I quickly moved out of the way, and Osanu stomped past me. I eagerly awaited the moment where I could finally kill him. He taught me new emotions, such as jealousy and rage. Senpai-chan would be mine, not his! Never would I let him win, or give him the slightest bit of mercy.
He. Will. Die.
Up ahead, I noticed Senpai-chan waiting for Osanu, only to be greeted by scolding. I never understood Osanu's ways...
Poor Senpai-chan, always having to put up with Osanu! He doesn't deserve you! Only I do! I thought, hands balling into fists. I barely managed to resist pouncing onto Osanu and beating the living daylights out of him.
Ten minutes later, I finally arrived at school.
"Hey, Yan-kun!" Riku Soma called out to me.
Plastering a fake smile onto my face, I replied, "It is very nice to see you, Riku. How are you?"
Riku shook his head with a chuckle and said, "You don't have to talk so formally all the time! You can just say stuff like "What's up?", or "How's it going?"! I'm just your friend, not the prime minister!" Riku gave a loud laugh. "Anyways, I gotta go change my shoes, so talk to you later, Yan-kun! Maybe you'll finally tell me why you like to go by that weird nickname!" Riku grinned as he walked over to his locker.
Phew, he's gone! I sighed in relief. I never enjoyed socializing, but it did have its advantages. Perhaps I could find out more information about Senpai-chan, or maybe some gossip related to Osanu. There always was the possibility that I could get the whole school to bully him into suicide, but I didn't find that option as enjoyable as the others. Osanu needed to suffer, but not just emotionally. I couldn't wait until he met the blade of my knife. I dreamed about torturing for hours and hours, hearing his wails and whimpers as I made him feel more pain than anyone could ever feel in their entire life. That dream had to come into reality! Osanu would pay the price, whether he liked it or not.
I went over to my locker and put on my indoor shoes. After that, I decided to stalk my Senpai-chan. Crouching from behind a tree inside of the plaza, I gazed over at Senpai-chan. She was sitting on the edge of the fountain, reading a book, while Osanu stood next to her rambling on to her about his problems, seemingly unaware that she wasn't listening to him. I watched Senpai-chan's every move. Just the sight of her lit up my day. But the sight of Osanu? That was a completely different story.
After a few minutes of stalking, I realized that I probably should start heading to class. I slipped out of the plaza and headed upstairs. I started to walk by the Martial Arts club until I heard an interesting conversation going on in there.
"So you're really going to ask out that girl from Class 3-2 that you like this Friday, Budo?" a voice questioned.
"The one with the black hair?" another voice asked.
"Yes… I think it's about time I finally confess my feelings to her," a third person replied. This voice belonged to Budo.
Info-chan had some explaining to do for not telling me about Budo's crush on my Senpai-chan! I didn't have time to deal with her now, though, as Budo was currently a bigger problem. I had to get rid of him right now!
Unfortunately, I had to go to class, so I would have to deal with him later. Begrudgingly, I continued walking to class, already beginning to plot the ways I could eliminate Budo. He had to die!
Eventually, I reached Class 2-1. Taking a seat at my desk, I imagined dissecting Budo's body. It was a beautiful sight, really. I continued these wonderful fantasies until I heard Fuka-sensei say the word 'kidnap'. Snapping back into reality, I noticed that everyone else in my class had already started, and that today's lesson had already been started. I started to listen to Fuka-sensi, realizing that she was teaching us about tranquilizers.
Maybe this could help me kidnap Osanu! I realized, instantly changing my mind's subject from Budo to Osanu, starting to become engrossed in the lesson.
For the rest of the period, Fuka-sensei talked about how tranquilizers work, not to mention why they might be used, which is why she mentioned kidnapping. Apparently, they're most commonly used for medical purposes, but I still I had a good excuse to use them. Osanu would be visiting my house soon, whether he was wanted to or not.
After some time, the bells rang. It was time for lunch. I sprinted out of the classroom, running to the third floor. I impatiently waited for Budo to walk out of his class, which ended up getting dismissed a few minutes late.
Once Budo was out of his classroom, I ran up to him. "Budo, I saw a fight," I started, "and I need you to help break it up!"
"A fight? Where?" Budo inquired.
"I saw it in the garden! It looked like it was getting too physical! You better stop them before one of them gets hurt!" I lied.
Someone would actually be getting hurt in the garden, though: Budo, himself.
Budo and I ran down to the lowest floor. We decided to go out the backdoor. We arrived at the garden within a minute.
"Where's the fight?!" Budo questioned.
Quickly, I picked up the axe lying on the side of the garden shed. "Right here."
I swung it at him a few times, Budo just barely dodged the axe. Budo, taken by surprise, instinctively held out his hand, attempting to halt the axe. The blade scraped against it, causing blood to leak out. Budo's eyes bulged, him clearly suffering from the pain of the slash. Using this moment as an advantage, I tore the axe out of his hand, causing the flesh on it to rip open.
"Stay away from my Senpai-chan," I hissed.
I whacked him with the gardening tool once more, and it struck Budo's torso. The axe gashed his chest and his eyes rolled back. Just for safety measures, I dug the blade of the axe further into his chest, until I heard a crack. I broke his rib cage. Blood soaked the grass. I ripped the axe out of Budo, gazing at the organs visible from the gash. Reaching my hand in it, I pulled out anything I could find. My fingers eventually found his heart, which I immediately ripped out. I fumbled with it for a few seconds, before stuffing it back inside him.
Taking the bloody axe, I jabbed the edge of it into the corner of Budo's right eye. Once the blade was deep inside of his eye socket, I slowly pulled the axe out, taking the eye out with it. It was a magnificent sight.
Deciding to give Budo's corpse one last punishment, I slammed the axe down onto his neck. With a loud thud, Budo's head rolled off his body. I reached my hand up the decapitated head, playing with it for a while. Budo deserved this. I did this all for love.
"This is what you get for having feelings for my Senpai-chan," I whispered to Budo's cadaver.
Grabbing Budo's cold, limp hand, I dragged him over to the wood chipper. With all my might, I lifted up his body and placed him inside of it. The spikes instantly pierced through him. I grabbed a bucket from nearby and placed it underneath the wood chipper. As soon as I activated it, Budo's body was grinded, and an output of blood spurted into the bucket.
I took the bucket and ran inside with it. A few students were starting to head to class, so I had to be careful that nobody noticed me, as I was soaked with blood. I sprinted into the boys' bathroom, needing to use a sink. I dumped the blood into the closet sink, and turned the water one so the remaining blood would disappear. Once the blood was completely drained, I looked for a mop.
Ugh, don't tell me that it's in the girls' bathroom! I grumbled. What if Senpai-chan is in it? I don't want to look like a pervert in front of her!
Pulling my phone out of my pocket, I texted Info-chan asking if she could deliver a mop to to the bathroom I was in.
Within a few seconds, she responded that she will for a price of three pantyshots. I had none. I had been trying to avoid taking them, as the consequences are serious for taking pantyshots, especially for boys. The last thing I needed was for Senpai-chan to think that I was a perverted degenerate! Knowing that I didn't have much time until class started, I decided that I would just end up having to sneak into the girls' bathroom.
I crawled over to the girls' bathroom, praying that no one was in it. In the few seconds I was in it for, I noticed a few things about it. It was a lot cleaner than the boys' bathroom, and it also had an extra stall in it, in place of the urinals for obvious reasons. Also, there seemed to be an upside down bucket to the left of the extra stall. That was odd… I found the mop near the door, so I quickly grabbed it and ran out, just as I heard a toilet flush. That was a close one!
I dashed back to the garden and mopped up all of the blood. To make matters worse, I left many bloody footprints, which seemed to take forever to clean up, but at least the mop surprisingly worked extremely well.
Once I finished mopping, I ran back into the boys' bathroom, where I filled up the bucket I had previously used with water. I dipped the mop into it a few times, and all blood disappeared from the mop. I poured the bloody water into the sink, and turned on the faucet. After the bloody water was drained, I swiftly ran back to the garden, going through the back exit of the school. I really was getting a lot of exercise! Now I only had to dispose the axe and my bloody clothing. I hid the axe under my uniform and ran over to the incinerator, hoping that the delinquents wouldn't notice it.
"Looks like this girl just had her period!" One male delinquent smirked.
I rolled my eyes and walked past him. Slipping the axe out of my uniform, I placed it inside of the incinerator.
I looked at my watch and realized that class would be starting in a minute.
Dang it.
I darted over to the boys' locker room. Once I found my locker, I took my clothes off. I noticed how blood managed to get almost everywhere. I went over to the showers, and started cleaning myself. The blood surprisingly washed off easily, so it didn't take long to take all of the blood off of me. I walked back to my locker, and decided to put my gym uniform on. It would be too awkward to wear my school swimsuit during my academic classes, as it's shirtless. Once I put my gym uniform on, I closed my locker and picked up my old, bloody uniform.
Good thing I have extras at home! I sighed in relief.
I sprinted back to the incinerator. The delinquents were gone, likely having gone to class. I tossed my bloody uniform in, and activated the incinerator. I looked at my watch and noted that I was seven minutes late for class.
I raced into the building, up the stairs, nearly tripping on a few steps, and into Class 2-1. I took my seat, and the Fuka-sensei gave me a little scolding for being late. We continued our lesson on tranquilizers, starting to learn about the areas of the human body tranquilizers are effective in. I stayed after class for a little while, asking Fuka-sensei about what I missed. Luckily, I only missed about ten minutes worth of learning, so I was able to catch up.
If only she knew why I was late for class.