Emerald shining eyes

And to simply keep disguise

I told lies

Of hatred and disgust

I earned his mistrust

Imagining ways to save his day

What would they all say

About me being gay

The only Malfoy heir, a defect

Whom no-one would accept

A hopeless reject

Who's decisions were all incorrect

One day I'll run out of lies

And they'll be able to hear my cries

For a boy who'll never hear

But oh, I hold him dear

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Are my screams silent?

Though they feel rather violent

For his eyes of cool gray

Who I told to go away

Hoping he would disobey

Wondering if it could ever be

Him and me

The chosen one fell for the enemy

It could only me destiny

And "The Boy Who Lived" no longer wished he had

As now he was so very sad