JALEX : Long and Lost but not forgotten au
Chapter 1: Jalex starts: The fire
JALEX : Long and Lost but not forgotten au
Disclaimer: I don't own wizards of Waverly place or its characters.
A/N: Can you believe wizards of Waverly place is finished? I think I'm gonna cry. The finale was awesome.
Alex and Justin were sitting on the couch watching a movie. They were alone because their parents had gone out and Max was staying over at a friend's house. They had the house to themselves for a whole two weeks. Alex had her head on Justin's lap and Justin was stroking her head.
JUSTIN POV
Look at her. She's beautiful. I think I… I think things I shouldn't about her. God I shouldn't be having these thoughts about my sister. I mean, she's my sister. She's Alex. That's the reason I can't have her and the reason why I want her. I'm in love with her. I'm in love with my sister. Even if there was someway we could be together there's no way she'd feel the same way. She'd think it was disgusting if she knew. Maybe if we weren't brother and sister… Then we could be together. But the risks would be that I might not love her, I might not know her, or even then she still wouldn't feel the same way. No, I'll always love her. No matter what. I should just forget about it. That would be easier. But after all we've been through together, I just can't. I'll never tell her though. Because it wouldn't make any difference if I did.
ALEX POV
Mmm. My head feels so good in Justin's lap. Wait, what am I thinking? He's Justin. He's my brother. But I'm in love with him. God this is so sick. I think things I shouldn't about him. I'm in love with my brother. Even if there was someway we could be together, there's no way he'd feel the same way. Justin, who always listens to reason, would say it was wrong and sick and quite impossible. He'd be disgusted with me if he knew and I couldn't live with him being disgusted with me. Justin's always been the better one of the two of us, the good boffin who works hard at school and never does anything wrong. Of course he wouldn't feel the same way. Maybe if we weren't related… Even then… we probably wouldn't be together. And that's the sad part.
After everything we've been through together I just… That time in Puerto Rico just after the wizard competition when he forgot who I was but still said he'd never leave me… I felt like I was walking on air. But I was also scared and when the tornado took him away I was terrified. The guy I love who's also my brother beginning to fade into non-existence. I thought I was too late to save him and Max and put things right. Eventually everything turned out alright but it's still memories that I don't like to think about. Anyways those words he said when he didn't know me made my heart skip a beat. He has that effect on me.
NORMAL POV
The movie finished and Alex got up, put the DVD away and turned the TV off.
Alex: That was a good movie.
Justin: Yeah it was.
She sat back down next to him. They both held each others hand.
Alex: What do you wanna do now?
Justin: I'm not sure. What do you wanna do?
Alex: I'm not sure either.
Justin: Well it is getting late. Maybe we should both just go to bed.
Alex: Don't be a party-pooper.
Justin: There was no party to poop.
Alex: True, but there must be something fun to do.
Justin: I'm sure you'll think of something. You're very creative.
Alex: Aww thank you.
They both smile at each other and Alex leant in for a kiss. The kiss is awkward and warm and private. It makes you want to look away. The kiss lasted a while but they then both quickly pulled away and looked ashamed.
Alex: I… Uh…
Justin kisses her back. It's fierce and passionate. She looks at him shocked.
Alex: Wha-?
Justin: I'm in love with you Alex.
Alex: You are?
Justin nods.
Justin: Why'd you kiss me?
Alex: Because I'm in love with you too.
Justin's eyes light up like a Christmas tree on Christmas day.
Justin: Yeah?
It was Alex's turn to nod.
Alex: Yeah.
* sex scene warning*
They kiss again. It was an intimate, passionate kiss. One you wanted to look away from because it seemed so private. They caressed each other throughout the kiss. Justin and Alex slowly started taking each others clothes off. Starting with the tops, then the bottoms, then the underwear. Justin lightly pinched Alex's nipples making her moan. She then started sucking his cock making him moan. Justin placed himself inside of her and fucked her with slow thrusts back and forth gradually gaining speed.
Alex: OH JUSTIN!
Justin: OH ALEX!
They reached their climax points and their juices flowed inside each other. They stayed like that for a while.
( Start inside body diagram-):
Millions of sperm flow from Alex's entrance further into her body charging for her egg. One makes it and it's tail falls off and it phases with the egg.
(End inside body diagram)
*sex scene ends*
TWO WEEKS LATER
Alex and Justin are sitting on the couch in the middle of a kiss when their mum and dad and Max come in. Alex and Justin quickly break away, but too late. They've been seen. Max, Theresa and Jerry all gasp. Alex and Justin stand up but are still holding hands.
Theresa: You two… But how… When did this happen? How long…?
Justin: Yes, um… It just sort of happened.
Alex: It happened a short while after you guys left. It's only been two weeks.
Theresa: WHAT? I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS! THIS IS DISGUSTING, IT'S REVOLTING! HOW COULD YOU…
Jerry: Theresa calm down.
Both: We're sorry.
Jerry: Don't be sorry. You guys obviously have strong feelings for each other. The way you looked at one another just now… Like you idolize one another… and, I suspect, you do.
Theresa: No I'm sorry *sighs* This is weird, but as long as you're happy, I'm happy.
Max: Finally guys. I'm so happy for you.
Theresa: Wait, you knew this would happen?
Max: Well yeah. I expected it would. It was obvious if you thought about it. I see more than you think you know.
They all smile.
Alex and Justin: You sure do Max.
They all hug and everything is ok. For now anyways.
A FEW DAYS LATER
Alex woke up early in the morning suddenly feeling sick. She rushed to the bathroom and puked violently in the toilet.
Alex: (quietly to herself) Huh, must've been something I ate, I guess.
She rinsed her mouth out and washed her hands. Then she went back to bed.
LATER ON IN THE MORNING
Alex woke up even later than usual. Justin got worried and came into her room.
Justin: Alex?
Alex stretched and got up out of bed.
Alex: Mmm. Morning.
Justin: Good morning.
They then both went down stairs for breakfast.
Jerry, Theresa, Max, Alex and Justin were all sitting at the table. For breakfast they had bacon sandwiches. Alex ate six, and yeah she could be a bit greedy sometimes, but that, for her, was just unnatural.
Justin: Alex, are you feeling okay?
Alex: (biting into a bacon sandwich) Yeah, why?
Justin: Well, you seem to be eating bacon sandwiches like they're going out of fashion.
Alex: Oh, I uh… Just hungry I guess.
She shrugs.
The others frown.
LATER ON AT DINNER TIME
All of them are sat down at the table for dinner. They were eating roast. Alex began eating and stopped.
Alex: I'm sorry mom, I can't eat this. I'm just not hungry.
Theresa: That's okay. Are you feeling okay, mija?
Alex: Actually, I don't feel too good.
Jerry: Why don't you go lie down honey?.
Alex: Okay.
Alex goes upstairs to lie down. Meanwhile downstairs the rest of the family start talking about Alex.
Max: Do you think she's caught a bug or something?
Jerry: Maybe. I don't know. But there's definitely something wrong with her.
THE NEXT MORNING
Alex got up out of bed early again. She rushed to the toilet and puked into it. Suddenly she remembered her night with Justin two weeks and two days ago.
ALEX POV
No, I couldn't be… Could I? What if I am. I quickly snuck out and headed to the pharmacy across town. When I got there I walked up to the lady at the till. Luckily the pharmacists was open at this time.
Me: Excuse me. Where could I find…um… pregnancy tests?
Till lady: There on the wall there. They're £1 each. How many would you like?
Me: Um… four please.
Till lady: They for you or for a friend?
Me: They're for me.
Till lady: Well at least you're honest. Y'know you seem too sensible a girl to possibly be up the duff. What do you plan to do if ya are?
Me: I don't know. I'll discuss it with the… the… father I guess. And see where it goes from there.
Till lady: This guy who's possibly a father… he a good guy?
Me: The best. And if I was older I'd probably be jumping for joy into his arms in a situation like this.
Till: Well there's your answer darlin'. Don't matta what age ya are, as long as you can handle it.
Me: Thank you. That's good advice.
Till lady: Yeur welcome darlin'. Have a good day now.
I left the pharmacy and headed back home. Luckily, I'd gotten there way before anybody was due to wake up and no-one had noticed that I'd gone. I went into the bathroom and took the test. It was positive. I took another one to be sure. That was positive too. I wanted to be 100% sure before I told Justin. So, I snuck out again, this time headed for the doctors. When I walked in the door, I was surprised to see not everyone had gone home. I walked over to one of the doctors.
Me: Excuse me?
The Doctor's name badge read Doctor Daniels.
Doctor Daniels: Yes?
Me: I took a pregnancy test earlier and it was positive. I wanted to be 100% sure I was pregnant before I told the father. Could you… ?
Doctor Daniels: Of course. Lie down on that bed over there.
He pointed to a bed that was slightly to the left of me. I did as I was told. He pulled out a stethoscope from his bag. He then lifted up my shirt to reveal my stomach. He placed the stethoscope to my stomach and listened intently.
Doctor Daniels: You are definitely pregnant miss…?
Me: Russo. Alex Russo.
Oh my gosh. I'm pregnant. But what am I going to do about it? Calm down Alex. You've got to discuss it with Justin first.
Doctor Daniels: Congrats or whatever.
Me: Thank you, Doctor Daniels, for your time.
Doctor Daniels: No problem Alex. Perhaps I could be your pregnancy doctor and do your checkups and things if you decide to keep it. I specialize in that.
Me: I' d like that. If that's what I decide, then I'll come looking for you.
We both smiled. I left and headed back home. I made it there without much fuss. I quietly climbed back into bed and thought about the fact that I was pregnant. What if Justin wants me to get an abortion? I'm not sure if I can handle that. But maybe I should, maybe it would be better. But knowing Justin, he probably wouldn't even suggest it. I'm too young to be a mother. These thoughts continued all night. Early in the morning, I went to Justin's room and woke him up. He woke up without much work.
Me: Morning.
Justin: Morning. You're up early.
He must've read the expression on my face. It must've been obvious because he automatically knew something was wrong.
Justin: What's wrong?
Me: Justin… I… Have something to tell you.
Justin: What is it?
Me: I…
I trailed off.
Justin: Come on Alex. You know you can tell me anything.
Me: I know. I… I… I'm pregnant.
Justin looked so shocked. I'm so worried about how he's taking this right now.
Justin: You're what? I… How… Me right?
All though his words didn't make sense I knew what he was asking.
Me: Justin I think you know how. And of course you're the father, you idiot.
He smiled at this. I'm glad I made him smile.
JUSTIN POV
Whoa, Alex is pregnant. How could this happen? Ok I know how this happened but… I was stupid. It just sort of happened in the heat of the moment and I forgot about protection. We both did. But now she's pregnant, we have to deal with that. What we did or didn't do doesn't matter now. I'm not sure what I want, but whatever she wants I'm happy with. Unless… It would hurt me if she chose to have an abortion. I don't think I could live with that. I'd prefer it the child had a loving home and lived. It is my kid after all.
NORMAL POV
Justin: What do you wanna do?
He put his arms around Alex.
Alex: I'm not sure. But I know one thing. I don't want to have an abortion.
Justin smiled.
Justin: That's one thing we can agree on. How about this. We could keep it… and if it doesn't work out there's always adoption.
Alex: That sounds good.
And just like that it was decided. They would keep the baby.
Justin: I suppose we should go tell Mom, Dad and Max.
Alex: I suppose we should. In the morning though.
Justin: It is the morning.
Alex: (laughs) You know what I mean.
They go back to bed.
LATER ON IN THE MORNING
Alex and Justin woke up and came downstairs holding each others hands. Alex paused on the step and Justin looked up at her.
Alex: I can't do this Justin, I can't. I just can't.
Justin: Alex, of course you can. Come on, it'll be fine.
Alex: What if they're angry at me?
Justin: Alex, they won't be angry. Now come on.
Alex: Ok.
This moment reminded Justin how vulnerable Alex was sometimes. But it seemed even more so now that she was pregnant with his child. They continued down the stairs and sat next to each other at the table. Jerry, Theresa and Max looked at them curiously and sat down opposite the two.
Jerry: (softly) What's going on?
Alex's breathing grows heavier and Justin squeezes her hand for comfort.
Justin: Um… Mom, Dad, Max… We… have something to tell you. Um…
Alex looks quite frightened.
Alex: I… I'm… I'm pregnant.
Jerry: What ,who, how… ALEX!
Theresa: WHATTT? HOW…? DID YOU NOT THINK TO….
Theresa storms off upstairs and Alex starts crying franticly while silent tears fall down Justin's cheeks.
Alex: I'm sorry.
Max had so far been sitting there in silent shock. He finally spoke.
Max: Hey, guys.
He came round and hugged both his siblings.
Max: I'll always be here for you ok?
Alex: Thank you, Maxie.
Justin: Thanks bro.
Max: But right now, I think you need to talk to Dad privately.
Max goes upstairs to his room. Alex and Justin look at Jerry expectantly.
Jerry: Alex, Justin. (sighs) What are you planning to do about this guys?
They just look at him. It's obvious in their eyes. Alex's hand fluttered unconsciously to touch her stomach.
Jerry: Oh my god, you're planning on keeping it aren't you?
He already knows the answer to his own question so doesn't wait for a response.
Jerry: Are you sure you're ready for this? Are you sure you wanna be parent's this young? I'm not trying to put you off, I just want to know you're sure.
Justin: No, we're not ready and we are too young…
Alex:… But better to at least try then give up before you've even started.
Justin: Maybe we're not ready to be parents…
Alex: but now that it's here in front of us…
Alex and Justin: … Of course we wanna be.
Jerry smiles at them.
Jerry: Ok then. You know what? I think you guys are going to be great parents.
Justin: Thanks dad.
Jerry: (joking) I'll resent you for making me a granddad so young of course…
Alex: daddy!
Jerry puts his hands up defensively.
Jerry: Just kidding. (clears throat) I'd better go check on your mother. (shouts) Max, you can come down now.
Jerry goes upstairs to see if he can calm Theresa down. Max comes down stairs and sits opposite Alex and Justin.
Max: Hey guys. So… what were you planning to do? Y'know about this?
Alex: We're keeping it.
Max: Ok, well good luck to you. I wish you the best.
Alex: Thanks Maxie.
Justin: Thanks bro.
IN JERRY AND THERESA'S ROOM
Jerry walks into the room and shuts the door behind him.
Jerry: Hey.
Theresa: Hey.
Jerry: You ok?
Theresa: How could she get herself pregnant? How stupid could she be?
Jerry: Honey, it's not like she meant to.
Theresa: I know, but… God. She's our little girl, Jerry, and she's carrying a child inside her when she's only a child herself.
Jerry puts his arms around Theresa.
Jerry: I know. They told me that they're keeping it.
Theresa: WHAT! But they're so young. (sighs) They're too young to be parents. Alex didn't look like she wanted to keep it when she came to tell us she was pregnant. Did you see her face(?) She was in tears. I'm worried she's not ready for this. I mean Justin, he's 19. He's an adult and I think he can cope with this, but Alex… She's 17 Jerry.
Jerry: I know. I think she was just scared to tell us. I think she was scared of what our reactions would be.
Theresa: Perfect(!) And I just had to shout in her face and storm off. I bet that did a world of good(!)
Jerry: Talk to her. It's not too late to fix it.
XXX
DOWNSTAIRS
Theresa walks over to Alex and Justin.
Theresa: Maxie, could I speak to Justin and Alex alone please?
Max: Of course, mom.
Max goes upstairs to his room. Justin and Alex sit on one couch and Theresa sits on the couch opposite them.
Theresa: Alex, Justin… I… I'm sorry for shouting at you guys. I just… Alex honey, I'm scared.
Alex: (teary) About what, mom?
Theresa: Well, you're my little girl and I'm scared I'm gonna lose you.
Alex: You won't lose me, mom. I'll always be your little girl.
Theresa: I'm also scared… that you don't really want this. That you're not ready.
Alex: Neither of us are ready mom. Heck, I'm not sure we'd ever be ready. But we both want this!
Theresa: Do you want this Alex?
Alex: I do!
Theresa: And you Justin?
Justin: I want this!
Theresa: Ok then come here.
They all hug.
Theresa: My babies are having babies.
Xxx
1 DAY LATER
Alex and Justin are in the doctors talking to doctor Daniels.
Alex: Hi Dr. Daniels.
Dr. Daniels: Hey, Alex. Lemme guess, you decided to keep the baby and want me for your pregnancy doctor?
Alex: That is correct.
Dr. Daniels: Well, I am flattered. And who is this?
Alex: This is the father, Justin.
Dr. Daniels: Well then nice to meet you Justin.
Justin: You too, Dr. Daniels.
Dr. Daniels: Ok, come back in about two weeks, you should be in your second month by then, and we'll do your scan.
Alex: Ok, thank you, Doctor.
Xxx
TWO WEEKS LATER.
Alex and Justin walk into the maternity ward for their first scan.
Alex: I'm really nervous.
Justin: Yeah me too.
Alex sends him daggers through her eyes. They walk up to the receptionist.
Alex: Excuse me?
The receptionist looks up.
Receptionist: Yes?
Alex: (gasps) I know you. You sold me the pregnancy tests when I first thought I was pregnant.
Receptionist: So I did. My names Halley by the way. How ya been?
Alex: I'm Alex. I've been good, you?
Halley: Ya, I been aiight. How'd that pregnancy thing work out for ya?
Alex: Well, I'm here to see Dr. Daniels for my first pregnancy scan.
Halley: I see. Well, I'm happy for ya darlin'.
Alex: Thank you.
Halley: And who's this fine young lad?
Halley nods towards Justin.
Justin: I'm Justin, the father.
Halley: Oh, well nice to meet you Justin. I've heard a lot about ya.
Justin: Yeah?
Halley: Yup.
Justin smiles at Alex. She smiles back.
Halley: You two make a wonderful couple.
Justin: Thank you.
Halley: Dr. Daniels is on the other side of that door there.
She nods towards a door on the other side of the hallway. Alex and Justin go through it to where Dr. Daniels is. They close the door behind them.
Dr. Daniels: Ah, hello. Just in time. Alex, lie down on the bed for me please.
Alex does so, and lifts her top up slightly to reveal her stomach. Doctor Daniels then spreads saline gel all over her stomach and does the ultrasound. On the screen they see a small, shadowy, and baby like figure.
Alex: Beautiful.
Justin: That's our baby.
Xxx
AT SCHOOL A FEW DAYS LATER.
Alex and Justin walked through the hallway holding hands. Everyone knew they were together. But nobody knew about the pregnancy. Or so they had thought. Harper came rushing towards them.
Harper: Alex, is it true? Are you pregnant?
Alex: Yes, but… how did you know? I haven't told you yet.
Harper: Well, there's a rumour going round the school.
Alex: (gasps) Who started it?
Harper: I don't know. But they're right. I think whoever started it, started it because you'd put on weight around the stomach area. The whole school knows.
Justin: Maybe it's better this way.
Alex opens her mouth to protest.
Justin: I mean, think about it. You will be showing in a few months anyway and they would definitely know then, better sooner than later right?
Alex; I… (sighs) I guess.
TJ, Alex's wizard rival, came up to them.
TJ: Hey, Alex. Heard you were preggers, it true?
Alex: What's it to you?
TJ: So it is true. Laters.
With that he's gone.
Harper: Well, whoever didn't know before will know now.
Xxx