Disclaimer: DON'T OWN ANYTHING. J.K. Rowling & Eric Kripke owns HP and Supernatural respectively. If I did I wouldn't be here, I'll be in UK shopping till I drop... literally. hehe
SLASH/YAIO - Homophobes - please go away! :P
Summary: Harry had enough of all the drama he's having right now. He decided to lose ties with the people he thought as friends to lessen his already chaotic life. But he didn't expect a stranger to claim him as his son after 15 years of looking for him. And that's where he decided that fate really has a very twisted hobby. "heh. You've just realized that just now?"
~No More~
Harry POV
I never thought that I'd feel awful attending Hogwarts, it wasn't the castle per se but rather the people in it. My very own best friend – ex best friend, Ron was being a bloody jealous git… again. But this time, sadly Hermione had taken his side. How many times do I have to explain myself to them, that I didn't enter my name on that bloody goblet? The nagging voice in my head that kept on saying that they're doing it on purpose isn't actually making things any better between us. Besides I am Harry freaking Potter, the boy-who-has-a-lot-of-titles-that-apparently-needs-a-lot-of-hyphens. Seriously! Just thinking about the hyphens is making me nauseous. Even dumblebee doesn't believe me, the least he can do is get me out of this absurd situation.
All this drama is making me sick. It can even rival to the idea of Filch having sex with Hagrid… Argh! Now I have to endure the taste of puke in my mouth, *pop* great I think I also popped a nerve.
But no more, I don't care what they think or do anymore… I guess what I am trying to say is that there's no longer Golden Trio from now on, whoop-dee-flippin'-doo. The idea itself almost brought a smile on my face… almost. Just thinking about all the things we've done together and deciding on ending it there, gave me a gut wrenching feeling.
But I can't take anymore drama in my life, having Voldemort is bad enough, and I don't want to wallow to much on self pity. What greatly annoyed me was that, it seems like everywhere I go, trouble comes along. He's like some annoying little brother who won't let go of me. Sigh. And the worst part is I am not even getting paid to be some protagonist in this twisted story. Sigh.
For 11 years I yearned for a friend, and for 4 years I thought I had one. Faster than you can say quidditch, they succeeded on ripping my heart out, eating it and dumping it on the bin. Gotten accepted in Hogwarts, I thought finally I have a chance, snort, how wrong was I. I should have listened to Malfoy.
I even gave up dreaming of having a family; the Dursley's made sure of that. Having them as one surely changes one's perspective on the idea of what a family is. Sure, the Weasley Family is a good lot, maybe except for Ron, that bloody git, but at least they love and care for each other, it's a dream family if you'd asked me. But the problem is they're not mine.
Then there comes Sirius, he's a nice bloke and all, convicted or not, but even my godfather can't find in himself to take me and run away from this cruel world. It's not like we can't live on another country, where no one can recognize him, and what's the use of glamour if you're not going to use it. Sigh. Seriously.
Is he, just like other people? Waiting for the big bad wolf to finally kill me. I love to think he isn't. But I don't know anymore.
I should have known better, I should have listened to the little part of me that keeps reminding me that family and I don't belong together… I just don't belong.
A/N: heh. Don't know if I am doing a right thing on writing. Haha. This is my first time so don't be too harsh. lol. It's just that I had this idea and I would like to share it, but I am a little hesitant because English is not my first language. I do know how to speak it but when it comes to writing... well let's just say I can be a butcher. haha. I hope you'll like it, even though it's the just the first chappie :). Oh please, do review so that I'll know what I should do to make it better next time. Cheers!
p.s. whooo! That was angsty! Totally different from what I want it to turn out. Anyway, I replaced the old one with this I hope I fixed all the errors. I tried, but my brain is totally dried up. I think I have insomnia, so I can't really think smart. Lol. Again, thanks for reading. :)