Based on You me at six's fireworks

"Hi guys.
I'm doing something a little different today, so please, don't comment. Just watch."
I was hoping that you would see this before it was over and at least call me to tell me you're still okay. That's why I was doing it on YouNow. Just in case you saw this.
"So here we go.
Hi Dan.
Wow, been a long time since we last spoke hasn't it? It's been what, two months?
Anyway. I'm here to put things right. First, I'm sorry.
I'm sorry for all the things I did that ever made you angry. I'm sorry for what I said that day when you walked out. I didn't mean it, I don't hate you. In fact, it's quite the opposite. I love you Daniel Howell. I love you more than life itself. You complete me. Without you I'm nothing, life isn't worth living. But I'm setting you free. I will never bother you ever again after this. But I guess the fans should know what's happening.
Me and Dan had an argument. It was petty really. It was just that he confused me and we both had gotten no sleep and we were really grouchy and then boom. I said it. He stormed out and when I woke up in the morning all of his things had gone. I don't know what happened, I've been trying to contact him for ages but he won't speak to me. Please don't harass Dan about it. That's my job. I'm joking, there has to be a bit of humour in here doesn't there?
So anyway, sorry Dan. Please just talk to me once more before I leave. I don't know what to do without you, ever since I moved out of my parent's house you've been there to help me along the way. And that's the problem; I don't know how to live…
It hurts Dan, every time I wake up and know that you're not there, knowing that we'll never make another colab video, knowing that we're never going to talk face to face again. It hurts too much Dan. You know I was depressed at one point. You know that you helped me out of it. And you know full well what I'm about to say. I'm sorry but I'm leaving. I'm leaving YouTube, YouNow, Facebook, Twitter, Tumblr, Life.
I'm giving up Dan. And with it, setting you free. You can do whatever the hell you want now without having to worry about me. This is the end, you know the saying… If you love something set it free. Well that's it. And this is what people usually do isn't it? Leave a note before they go? Except this note is especially for you Dan. To tell you that I love you and to tell you… Goodbye.
I will never forget you, literally. Please don't forget me. Or you can, I don't mind. I won't know if you do or not.
So yeah, I'm quitting. Goodbye all my lovely Phillions, please don't ever do what I'm doing… EVER.
And goodbye Dan. I love you."
The comments erupted. Everybody begging me to stop what I was about to do but it was too late. I ended the broadcast and left the flat.
I slowly walked up to the roof, taking in every tiny little detail about the world before I left it. The colours seemed brighter, the people seemed happier, I felt stronger.
I cautiously stepped towards the edge, looking down at the people bustling along the path, not realising that there was a person about to take his life right above their heads.
I began to lean forwards when…
"PHIL!"
I turned to see you, hobbit hair in full show and with one shoe missing. You ran towards me and engulfed me in your arms. I began to cry, allowing my emotions to break through the thick barrier that I had built up in the past two months. I had never felt more alive.
"You came!" I whispered in your ear.
"Of course I came, why wouldn't I?" You mumbled, turning your head and pecking me on the lips.
And then it happened, the incident. My foot slipped and I fell. But you had tight hold of my hand.
"I'm not going to let you fall." You whispered to me as the crowd below began to take in what was happening above them.
I looked into your deep brown eyes. Full of determination and fear. I was slipping; I could feel my hand slowly falling through his grasp, no matter how tight it was. I knew this was the end. But it couldn't end like this, I had just found Dan again, and he had just found me! I tried to hold on for as long as possible but nothing I did helped. Our fingertips found each other's, I only had seconds left.
"I love you Daniel Howell." You had begun to cry.
"I love you too Phillip Lester. My little lion man."
The last thing I saw was Dan's face, filled with love and tears screaming my name.

So this is the end, of you and me
we had a good run, and I'm setting you free
to do as you want, to do as you please
without me…

I'm sorry okay. I was in a sad mood and I was listening to this song and then this atrocious piece of writing happened, I apologise.
ThatOneOverTheTopPhanGirl x