Heya, I'm Amy and this is something I wrote a while ago so it has some old characters in it such as Diane, Selena, Harry and Nina. Eventually it'll turn into a femslash fic so don't say I didn't warn you :P It's mainly Casualty characters with a few Holby ones thrown in.

I've never actually let anyone read my writing before, so all criticism is appreciated :) Positive preferably :P

Trying To Forget

Chapter One

In all of her life, Jac Naylor couldn't remember a time she'd ever felt as low as she did when she entered the staff locker room. Her thoughts and emotions were in turmoil, all mixing in a cloud of darkness and pain threatening to explode from her distraught body.

He had brought everything back. Everything she'd tried so hard to forget…Angrily she wiped the hot tears from her cheeks. How dare he march back into her life and ruin everything? The shouting, the tears, the hatred filled her mind. And the letter. She didn't even know what happened to it. And she didn't care. Well, she pretended she didn't.
"Get a grip, Naylor," she hissed. The door swung open and the light was flicked on.

"Jac!" Diane gasped. "I didn't know you were in here! You scared me!" She placed her hand on her chest breathing slightly more heavily than usual, and walked to her locker. "Jac…Are you okay?" Diane asked. Evidently she had noticed the black mascara lines, running down Jac's cheeks. Kind of hard to miss.

"Erm, yeah Di, I'm fine," Jac paused then her beautiful features wrinkled. "Oh God there I go again. Diane. Your name is Diane. It's a beautiful name. Sorry," Jac apologised. Diane was about to shrug off the blunder, when Jac spoke again. "He was right…" Jac whispered. All of a sudden hot, salty tears poured down her face. Jac turned away in humiliation, her heart shattering. She slammed her locker shut and hid her face.
"Jac…" Diane whispered, rushing over to the broken woman.
"No! I'm poison!" Jac cried then ran from the room. Diane stood in a stunned silence.

Tears blurred her vision as she roared from the carpark. The motorbike throbbed beneath her fragile body and she sped along, trying hard to forget. The horrific memories pounded through her mind as she broke the speed limit, faster and faster. She didn't care anymore. She heard Kailyn gloating over Alison's letter, Nick laughing, the fighting, the tears, the anger, the scars, the therapy. Then she saw the barrier. Then she saw the water. Then she saw nothing.

Sorry it's a short starter :) xxx