Purity Behind Ice Cold Eyes
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They think I'm evil.
They think I'm selfish.
They think I'm nothing but scum.
They think the worst of me.
Even Mia.
It hurts my heart so.
I had seen her love; I have seen her heart shattered into many shards. It hurt me greatly to see her in such a state. That day... my best friend, and her husband-to-be, died. I felt powerless. As she wept over him, I could find no tears inside of me. I, I know it was so horrible of me, but I was secretly happy. Happy that I had another chance to win Mia's heart. Because of this, I felt guilty. It was as if someone had stabbed an ice-cold dagger into my heart and twisted it. I could find no tears for my friend, because I truly loved Mia.
So, I left. I left in order to find the ultimate power. I wanted the power to protect Mia. I want the power so that she would fall in love with me. I wanted the power so that nobody would die anymore. Is that so bad? I only did what I did for Mia. For her... I would do anything in the world. So I began searching for the ultimate power.
But now... she scorns me... she loves another. My heart has been torn apart, and I feel as if nothing will ever mend it. I can have all the power in the world, and yet I will never be satisfied. Why? Why must it be so?
Why am I hurt so by her? It should be of no more consequence to me!
But it does hurt. It's hard to believe that one girl has more power over me than the four elements of the world do.
But it is so.
One girl.
She, whom I shall never have...
My broken heart longs for you.
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They think I'm evil.
They think I'm selfish.
They think I'm nothing but scum.
They think the worst of me.
Even Mia.
It hurts my heart so.
I had seen her love; I have seen her heart shattered into many shards. It hurt me greatly to see her in such a state. That day... my best friend, and her husband-to-be, died. I felt powerless. As she wept over him, I could find no tears inside of me. I, I know it was so horrible of me, but I was secretly happy. Happy that I had another chance to win Mia's heart. Because of this, I felt guilty. It was as if someone had stabbed an ice-cold dagger into my heart and twisted it. I could find no tears for my friend, because I truly loved Mia.
So, I left. I left in order to find the ultimate power. I wanted the power to protect Mia. I want the power so that she would fall in love with me. I wanted the power so that nobody would die anymore. Is that so bad? I only did what I did for Mia. For her... I would do anything in the world. So I began searching for the ultimate power.
But now... she scorns me... she loves another. My heart has been torn apart, and I feel as if nothing will ever mend it. I can have all the power in the world, and yet I will never be satisfied. Why? Why must it be so?
Why am I hurt so by her? It should be of no more consequence to me!
But it does hurt. It's hard to believe that one girl has more power over me than the four elements of the world do.
But it is so.
One girl.
She, whom I shall never have...
My broken heart longs for you.