Okay so this isn't really a chapter, just a taster, wondering if I should carry it on? Reviews really really needed please! Thank you so much - Meg
I cover my ears to muffle the sound of the screams. I cover my eyes to shield the sight of the blood. But none of that is any good anymore. Because its not physical anymore. It's not happening right in front of me. It's happening inside my head. And that is somewhere I cannot reach, I cannot muffle the sounds there or shield what I see, because I am no longer in control of my mind. I have lost control. Because sometimes it is a perfectly appropriate response to go insane. I scream out the loudest screech I can conjure hoping not only that everyone on earth hears my pain, but that the inner demons controlling my mind do too.
I am Katniss Everdeen, i have lost my family but I will not lose my mind.
"She's screaming again."
"Oh well thank you Johanna. What great fucking detective skills. Don't you think I can hear her?"
"I don't know. Your pacing up and down as if your set on repeat, lost in your thoughts. I don't know what you can hear."
"I can hear everything. Every scream that she makes, every single 5 minutes, for the last 37 hours."
"Finnick, you should sleep."
"Peeta's getting some coffee. I can't leave her, I promised her sister and her mother that I'd never leave her."