I stood there. Not sure of my surroundings anymore. I felt like my feet had been ripped out from under me. My lungs no more able to pull in the air I needed. I felt instable and untenable to take on what was on that stage. Until his warm milky brown eyes met mine. I found my tears as I leapt ahead of the peacekeepers as I realized I had just been reaped.
I still knew, I was meat began slowly roasted on a hot district 12 day. I went up to the stage and Effie Trinket as she yelled "Excellent! I believe we move onto the boys next? Peeta, go ahead."
"'Course Effie" he resembled his father a lot. I knew him because I would walk around his bakery window staring at the cakes that no longer appear in his window. Because Peeta broke down, after the 74th HG when he lost Katniss that glow left his eyes. She bled to death after the punctured a hole in her stomach with her last arrow from Peeta's leg. Prim and I are best friends so we cried together. Held on as tight as we could!
I am 14, and everybody thinks it's unfair that I was reaped, that's because it is unfair! I am Belleza which is Beauty in an old language called Spanish.
Then as I snapped back into reality I saw Peeta's dark empty eyes look into the boys bowl. He reached to the bottom and closed his eyes.
You could hear a pin drop…"Caladium Boxwood!"
I stared into those not so warm and not so milky eyes and not remembering anything. I stared at him, as did everyone else.
"NO!" I scream, knowing that nobody else can hear me. He looks at me for reassurance, Peeta looks back at me and gives a longing look from his dead eyes. I am then rushed to the justice building.
Fist Prim comes in holding something, she says
"Go on take it, Katniss wore it in her HG, you must try, try hard! Promise?" I squeezed her hand. I made a promise to myself. We hug for a long while then she is forced to leave. She screams FOR KATNISS! Then is forced out, I am broken down to tears.
My mind starts to wander off to Cal, how his mother is working with this. Cal's Dad ran off to the forbidden forest. How he has a sister that was cruelly put in the games and murdered.
I Can't Kill Him.