I guess I'm on a Thaluke role, and what better to do when you're sick than write, so here is a songfic. READ AND REVIEW, PLEASE. Thank you all.

*Play the song and start ready as soon as it starts. You may have to pause to read Luke's thoughts if you're not a fast reader.

"You could be happy, and I won't know." – Snow Patrol's You Could Be Happy

Luke's POV

For the third time this week, I sit alone on the edge of a cliff and think of you. What are you doing? Are you okay? Do you have any new friends or a boyfriend? That Nico kid seemed pretty interested in you.

You could be happy, and I won't know.

You were always pretty emotional, whether you like it or not. I wonder what you're feeling.

But you weren't happy the day I watched you go.

Again I think of the night we made it to Camp. Monsters were everywhere. I can remember your sad and helpless expression as you told me to take Annabeth and go. Before I could even protest, a monster swiped at you and she was dead.

And all the things that I wish I had not said.

Are played in loops 'till it's madness in my head.

We had had a fight earlier that day. I had said some things I definitely didn't mean. What makes it worse is that we hadn't made up at all, and I never got to tell you how much you meant to me.

Is it too late to remind you how we were?

It's way too late now.

But not our last days of silence, screaming blur.

I wish.

Most of what I remember makes me sure.

I should have stopped you from walking out the door.

Oh, Thalia. If only I hadn't let you storm out after that fight. If only I would have stopped you.

You could be happy; I hope you are.

If there's anything unselfish I want, it's for you to be happy. Happy.

You made me happier than I'd been by far.

You meant everything to me and you still do. You were the light in my life.

Somehow everything I own smells of you.

And for the tiniest moment, it's all not true.

Sometimes I try to imagine what life would be like if I'd never left. Would we be together? Maybe even married? After all, I am 21 and you would be 19. That's old enough.

Do the things that you always wanted to.

Either way, I want you to keep going. That shouldn't be hard; you're the strongest person I know, Thalia.

Without me there to hold you back, don't think, just do.

Reach for the stars and don't let anything keep you from it, especially not me.

More than anything I want to see you, girl.

I want you back, Thals.

Take a glorious bite out of the whole world.

I love you.

I'll always love you.

Always.