Love, Rage, and Lies
Can you see now?
Do you realize how much I loved you?
And what do you give me in return?
Rage.
After all the lies,
Rage.
You lied when you said that you loved me
But guess what?
I wasn't lying when I said
I loved you.
I didn't realize that when you said forever,
That it was too long.
Don't ignore me, you know I'm here.
You shaped me into who you wanted me to be,
But now, I don't know who to be.
Me?
No, that's not good enough.
You?
No, you don't want another shadow.
You are a pathetic excuse for a person.
I can't tell which days that you'll be okay
With being my friend anymore.
So don't baby me.
I know that you listened to all of that he-says she-says shit,
Even though we said we wouldn't.
You didn't trust me, but I still trusted you.
Did you really think I was kidding?
I hope you're happy now, because
I handed you my love and you gave it back.
You don't know how it feels to have rage everyday.
You don't know what it's like to wonder if someone loves you everyday.
All you knew how to do was lie to me.
Do you feel better now?
I hope you do, because I'll never be the
Same again.
Dragging the blade across skin is painful.
If you hate me so much, then stop making
My life hell and just leave me alone!
I don't even think that you know why you hate me anymore.
You took my sanity, my happiness, and my personality.
What more do you want?
I guess in the end, this friendship was only
Love, rage, and Lies.