"I never have feel like this before,total empty inside.
Maybe depends it on the last missionen Im not remembers ,why-I dont know.
The last thing I rember is when I and Clank fly to Veldin in vacation,and after that...Im back there I wake up,on Marcadia in the hospital.
Nobody will tell me what have happend,the only ting they say is:"this is for yours own greatest .
Just let it go...can I do this?
Forget something I didnt remembers,becomes reminds if by the violent pain that through entire your body,wear the in pieces from within,the fear,that does that you becomes insane,when you hear sound but dont see what it is.
Nobody understand how this feels when you have been hurt of someone or something,when yoy dint remember what have happend but know this was awful,when you know the truth but can not get order on the despite that the goes after you,behind your back.
If they will not help me find the truth,so fine,I do this myself.
They cant stop me.
I most find out what have happend the last five years.
This is my only chans to find myself again."
One year on the hospital,this was his record.Seven month in coma,and four month rehabilitation.
His legs have been crushed of some reason,nervs damaged.
Despite they two operations he had gone through cut pain through they still,equally strong that always.It seemed that if nothing would be able to get they moderately good again.
Fenix-a doctor ho helped him and was his new friend-didnt belive he ever will be better.
Ratchet stod and look out through the window on the galaxy.
The star glowed,komets fall and planets moved on theys invincibels course.
Look and look.He didnt see something more,only this black hole,but he allways said "see.
This thing made another people nervous and turn theys eyes away from his stared green eyes.
Everyone was so excessive worried about him,run in his room every minute and ask if he wanted something.
And his best friend,Clank,do this too.He treats him like a little baby.He not let him alone in a second,run after him every time he walk away like a dog.
This made hin crazy.
The doors opened and closed again.Before the person could say a word,Ratchet shout out in irritation:
-What in the hell you want now!?I said leave me alone!
Nobody respond.
The Lombax sighed and closes his eyes.
If he didnt could know were the person walked in,how could he keep going with his job?
This was impossible.
If they just stop with this they do,treat him like a dieing person.
He couldnt feel hapiness anymore;the pain,sadness and angry was the only thing he fell.
He was dead inside-maybe forever.
He meets Ratchets gaze and with big pains hold then it left;his friend looks straight through as he didnt was there.Nobody,ho havent a blind friend could know how this feel when ones friend stared on one like that.
-You was alone right five minutes ago- said Clank.He come little closer and placed one hand on his friends axle,to help him know where he was.
The Lombax not bother about him,didnt say anything,he just turn his head away,didnt wanted -Are you okay?- asked Clank carefully.
The last time have Ratchet get indignant every time when someone asked him about this.
If someone person didnt take the easy withs this question,the risk was to have a so called "chock-treatment" from him.
-What do you think?After rhe year I spended in the hell hospital is this very nice to be home.
Despite the ironic voice,Clank couldnt laugh to himself.
His friend going to be crazy in hospital.Every doktor there was frightened for the Lombax.
This was not so easy to calm him down when he get upset over a thing.
Now was that impossible.
The clock was fifteen minutes in twelve on night.Acura-a new Q-Force-member - have drived Clank and Ratchet from the hospital to Phoenix,so he was tired like all others.HE sat behind the steering wheel all day.They take a brake but only in five minutes.
The Lombax was so nervous outthere that he shaking all the time.The smallest sound scared him,so Acura drive so fast he could to the Phoenix before something happend.
RAtchet limped to his bed and lay down.His strange didnt hold out to something,and this will take time when his real strange was back.
He heard Clan jumped on the bead and set down besid him.He have doing this so in hospital too,set besid and hold wath all the time,didnt let someone another person come close when he sleep.
Ratchet dindt know that himself,but he have nightmares everynight ho get him shake with no control and wake up.The onlu time he was calm was when Clank was there to,but not all the time.
He closed his eyes and stop thinking,just tryed to sleep.Fatigue take over and pull him in a worried but deep sleep,without dreems or sound.
The light turns off -like before-off Clank.
The only difference was that nothing was like before.