In a few short hours. In a few short hours I will be a Black. The thought is defenantly scary. I've been married three times. All of them short, and surprises to me. The truth is that after a few months of me being there wife, they got fed up and left me. The first cheated.The thing that scares me the most this time is that he will do the same. I want this to be the last time I walk down the isle.

I'm a train wreck in the morning
I'm a bitch in the afternoon

I have many flaws and reasons that my husbands have left me. I can honestly say I try to be a good person, I try to satisfy everyone. Sometimes I just blow up. I cant help it. I am a very moody person.

Every now and then without warning
I can be really mean towards you

I flip easily, I am told. And its hard for me to trust people.

I'm a puzzle yes in deed

After my first husband I have been more reserved than ever. I dont let many people in my life. I had very little friends and an even littler amount that i fully trust.
Lily Marie Evans, my best friend. I trust her more than I trust myself.
Remus John Lupin, my best guy friend. I cant sit next to him without pouring out my heart and soul knowing he is listining and that he wont tell.
James Andrew Potter. I love him to death. Hes loyal and loving and helpful at all times. He always is there to catch me if i fall.
Alice Clair Banks and Peter Oliver Pettigrew. The kindess and friendliess people ever .They keep me sane.
Those people I love more than anything. They love me, when im not even sure I love myself.

Ever complex in every way
And all the pieces aren't even in the box

That brings me to my future husband. I have said this before but I promised myself I will never say it again, he is the one.
I want to do any thing i can to spend my life with him.
He is just like me in every way and I can feel this and know its true love just by looking in his eyes. Hes proven to me time and time again that he would go to the moon, to the center of the earth, and back again for me in the blik of an eye.
He gets me.

And yet, you see the picture clear as day.

He gets that I am moody, he gets that I can only trust a few people, he gets that I do my best to try and satisfy others. He understands my heart.

I've been hurt time and time again. I really dont want want to get hurt by him aswell. He says he would die before that happens.The thing that gets me is that my second husband said that too and that was the shortest marrige.

The diffrence is I know Sirius. I get him to.

I don't know why you love me
And that's why I love you
You catch me when I fall

He is just like me pluss everything I wish I was. My rock, my life jacket, my other half. I love that about him, I can say anything or do anything and he will be right by my side protecting me forever. My suit of armor.
And thats why I love him.

Accept me flaws and all
And that's why I love you
And thats why i love you
And thats why I love you
He understands all my flaws and accepts them. Something Im still working on.

I neglect you when I'm working
When I need attention I tend to nag
I'm a host of imperfection
And you see past all that
Something Sirius tells me all the time is that im beautiful. Looking in the mirror at myself right now, I can finally get a glimpse of what he must see. Even though I dont think I look anything like myself now. In this beautiful floor lenght white dress, my hair pulled back in a nice bun with a few curly strands falling out, and makeup, I look pretty.

I'm a peasant by some standards
But in your eyes I'm a queen
Of course, Sirius says that when Im angry, or, when I just get back from a run, even, when I wake up in the morning.

You see potential in all my flaws
and that's exactly what I mean
I can name hundreds of reasons why I love Sirius more than I have loved anyother. Its diffrent. Hes very diffrent than anyone I've met. Not only in his looks but who he honestly is inside.

I don't know why you love me
And that's why I love you
Deep down I feel really bad for Sirius because I feel he dosent deserve a girl who just learned how to love people right. He tells me he knows me and thats all he needs.

You catch me when I fall
Accept me flaws and all
and that's why I love you
and thats why I love you
and thats why I love you
The doorbell rang. I walked out of the bathroom and through the hotel room to the door.

"Hello?" I said.

"Angel?" Said a smooth voice from behind the door.

Shocked, I stopped and shut the door before I opened it all the way.

"Sirius? What are you doing here?"

I heard him sigh happily. "Making sure your still here."

"Of course I am. I love you." I whispered.

I practicaly heard him smile. He always does when I say that.

"I love you too. So much." He replied.

"SIRIUS BLACK!"

I don't know why you love me
I heard him groan and laughed.

"Lily and Alice." He explained.

"I heard." I laughed.

" They say its tradition for the groom not to see the bride until the wedding."

" I cant see you and Im assuming you cant see me."

"Right."

And that's why I love you
You catch me when I fall

" Angel, I love you. But I have to go. I told James , Remus and Frank I was going to the bathroom." He told me.

"Is there not one in your room?"

" Oddly enough none of them said anything or noticed."

I giggled at him.

"But I will see you down there?" He said tapping his fingers on the door.

Accept me flaws and all
and that's why I love you " Promise" I said sincerely.

and thats why I love you" Love you."

" Love you more" He said before walking away

and thats why I love you

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Song:

Flaws and all

By: Beyonce