Forget
Final Fantasy VII Fanfiction by Schia Kepanasan
Disclaimer : Square always has Cloud's butt...er...I mean Sephiroth and Zack have Cloud's butt...Er...sorry, Square has Final Fantasy VII!! And I meant it!
Warning : Shounen ai, yaoi and rape. AU and a bit of OOCness. Rated M for mature content and Cloud's harsh mouth...And I'm really sorry for Tifa's fans because Tifa's such a bitch in this fanfiction.
Summary : Zack died one year ago, but Cloud couldn't forget him. In other hand, Sephiroth tried his best to get Cloud's heart with an extreme way. Would Sephiroth be able to capture the blonde's heart?
Pairing : One sided SephirothXCloud, Past ZackXCloud.
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White Chrysantemum and rain always reminded me to that day. The day when the funeral for Zack was held. The last time I could see Zack's kind face.
It's been a year since Zack's death. I was with him when he drew his last breath. He told me to move on and forget him. But he knew I couldn't. My heart will always be with him. Even if he died. No matter. My heart died with him. He died in a car accident because he protected me when I was dozing off and didn't realize that a car was going to hit me. Maybe because of my guilt I couldn't forget him. Or maybe I just didn't want to forget him.
And now, I sat on my bed. Staring to the raining scenery outside the window. The clock in my room showed that it was 8 a.m. Time for me to get up and get ready for school. My right hand still holding my cellphone. Hoping to receive a good morning message. But all I got was just an unimportant message from a bitchy girl called Tifa.
"Hhh...", I sighed and smiled bitterly, "So stupid. You know 'he' won't send you any message, Cloud. He's dead...and will never back."
Lately, it became a habit for me to stare on my cellphone and wait for his call or message, even if I knew it was impossible. Slowly, a tears fell down on my cheek. I hugged my own body and cried.
"Zack...I love you..."
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"Mornin' Cloud!"
I turned my head lazily to face the owner of the voice which I was avoiding at the first place. Tifa Lockheart. That playgirl thought that she'd be able to get me after Zack's death.
"Morning.", I replied lazily. I hated her. Really. I once loved her, but she betrayed me and backstabed me. She thought that I'd fall for her for the second time? Heh, a big mistake, young lady.
"You don't look so good. Did you get not enough sleep?", she asked.
"None of your business."
"Thinking about Zack again, huh?", she said mischievely. I stopped and looked at her, "He's dead Cloud. Dead people should leave the living alone. I don't understand what you see at him."
It really pissed me off. The way she badmouthed Zack as if she knew her. I glared at him, "Don't ever say his name with such an attitude. At least, Zack will never betrayed me."
Now, it's her turn to get pissed, "Come on, Cloud! It has been a year! You should forget him and love somebody else! I love you, Cloud! I-"
"Even if I managed to forget him and love someone else, it definitely won't be you, Tifa.", I said coldly and walked away from her.
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"Cloud! Sephiroth-sensei's calling you!", I heard the class president yelled to me.
I sighed. 'Not again...'. "I'm coming...", I stood lazily and walked to the principal's room.
Sephiroth was the principal of my high school. Now, I'm attending the last year. He's Zack's older brother, thought they weren't related by blood. Zack's father married Sephiroth's mother 6 years ago. While walking to the principal's room, I looked at my cellphone and looked at my and Zack's pictures when he was still here. Yes, we were a couple. A loving couple. I sighed again and closed my eyes once I reached the principal's room.
'I hate it...I wonder if he'd stop calling me soon as the final exam's around.'
I knocked at the door and heard Sephiroth told me to come in.
When I entered his room, I saw his room was dark. Only a little light came from the windows, which were covered with curtains. There was a big comfortable black sofa at the corner of the room. I could see alot of bookshelves. Sephiroth was standing in front of his desk, waiting for me with a smirk that I hate very much.
"Come here, Cloud.", he told me. I obeyed and walked towards him. "How's today's class?"
"Same as always", I replied coolly as his fingers touch my cheek.
"Well then, the break time will be over in 20 minutes. Why don't we make it quick?", he asked with a smirk as he lead me to the sofa and laid me there. He kissed my lips softly, at first, but became rougher and rougher. I tried to be still, not responding for his kisses, for his tongue inside my mouth. But, it was a mistake. He bit my lips hard until it bled.
"Ouch! It hurts, you jerk!", I yelled at him.
He just smirked and licked my cheek, "Well...I think it's not the proper words to say to your teacher, Cloud. Now, be a good boy and obey me."
Yeah, for these past 6 months, he'd forced me to do these 'things'. He knew that I and Zack had a relationship. Zack was also a teacher in this school and if anyone knew this, his name will be dirty. I didn't wanna Zack's name to be dirtied because of me. Especially after his death. Sephiroth had the authority to expel me from the school because of this. Love relationship between teacher and student is forbidden, you know. He knew that my family was poor and it'll be hard for my parents if they knew their best son was expelled from high school because he loved his teacher. And for addition, my dad worked in Sephiroth and Zack's family's company. Sephiroth threated me to obey him if I didn't want anything happen to my family.
I hate it. I really hate it. It wasn't like it was my first time. Actually, I and Zack had done it several times when he was still alive. But, I DON'T love Sephiroth. I love Zack. And under these circumstances, it'd only making it worse.
I knew Sephiroth had laid his eyes on me since we first met. I knew that he and Zack had fighted a few times because of it. He knew I still loved Zack, but he forced me to do this.
I was too busy thinking and didn't realize that Sephiroth had undressed me completely. My thought was snapped when I felt his tongue on my nipple. I bit my lip to ressist my moan. I wouldn't moan for anyone but Zack. I was only belonged to Zack. I tried to think about something else. But, it's hard to concentrated as Sephiroth licked and bited other parts of my body.
"I still have P.E. after this.", I panted as his mouth registered lower my stomach. His hand holding my hips strongly.
"I'll say that you're sick and send you to the infirmary.", he licked my thights and I finally failed to hold back my moan. I really hate it. I hated myself who couldn't keep my own promises to not moan for anyone else.
He smirked and seemed to be very pleased. My mind went blank as he did the next action. Without warning, he entered me roughly. He never been gentle with me. Never. That was one of the reason I hated him...
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"The break's almost over. Go back to your class.", Sephiroth said as he zipped his trousers.
"I can't walk, you stupid!", I was very tired. My ass was very sore."Whose fault do you think it is?! I hate you. You son of a bitch!"
"Tsk tsk...", he chukled, "You always have harsh mouth towards me. You never be gentle and polite as you did to Zack. I'm very sad."
"Why should I be gentle and polite to you when you are not!", I tried to stand, but I can't.
He smiled softly. I hated that smile. There was always something hidden behind his smile. "Don't push yourself. I'll told your teacher that I need to discuss with you about your future university. Just lay down for the time being.", as he finished dressed, he went out from the room and locked it from outside.
"I really hate you...", tears came down from my eyes. I could imagine how contrast Zack's soft and gentle, yet firm touch againsts my body with Sephiroth's rough, lust-filled, and hungry touch. It made my skins felt like burning. I closed my eyes with my hands. "I'm sorry, Zack...I'm really sorry..."
TBC...
A/N : So, how's it? I hope you all like it. Cloud was around 18 while Sephiroth's 27 and Zack's 26 (if he didn't die). Please tell me if you have any idea about how the story will be developing. And please review because it's my source of life currently (haha)...The next chapter might not come so soon, due to my duty as a student...
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