Castle of Glass

Gregor's family eventually decided to move to Virginia. He wasn't all that happy about it auctually. Part of him wanted to not leave, but he was glad to be away from all the blood and sorrow from the Underland. Everytime he thought about that place, blood, deaths, corpses were all that filled his mind. Did he like it? Not really. But honestly…he bet that he was addicted to the war. Maybe it was the rager side of him that secretly enjoyed the mourning down there. Gregor was exceedingly glad that his gift was there for him, but for him to love the bittersweetness, it was almost disgusting. He wanted that part to go away, to leave him be. But it would never stray from him. It was his curse, a part of him.

Take me down to the river bend

Take me down to the fighting end

Wash the poison from off my skin

Show me how to be whole again

Gregor remembered the exhiliration when he flew up on Ares, he wanted that back. He missed his partner more than words could describe how he felt. There were nights where he curled up and had nightmares of Ares. Like when they flew past caves and how dark it was, when the horns were screeched across the city of Regalia and reminding them it was time for a gathering. All of that bore on his shoulders and it was so heavy. More so than the entire world that felt hot as a burning hell falling on his shoulders. He wanted to drop it, but moving on…is never easy.

Fly me up on a silver wing

Past the black where the sirens sing

Warm me up in a nova's glow

And drop me down to the dream below

It may have been easier if none of this all happened, but who would he be if not? If it was just a dream….it would happen but at the same time, it wouldn't. He would still be home, safe and sound not knowing anything about the world below him that had many tears and confliction, which was more prefarable? Oblviousness or having the knowledge of too much?

Bring me home in a blinding dream,

Through the secrets that I have seen

Wash the sorrow from off my skin

And show me how to be whole again

He felt so hollow. Gregor may never be able to see Luxa ever again. That was the main reason for his heart bearing so many cracks. He could never stop thinking about her even if he tried willing himself to. Feelings that were so strong, but he knew he couldn't act upon them. She was a queen. Who was he? A warrior? That job for him was over. Basically, he's a nobody. Nothing.

'Cause I'm only a crack in this castle of glass

Hardly anything there for you to see

For you to see

"Gregor! Get up! Or do you want to be late for school?!" His sister, Lizzy ordered him to get up without first knocking on his door.

"No. I don't. Getting up…" It wasn't all that hard for him to get up. His mind was a casette tape that kept on running and running until it ran out of the recording. Then it would automatically rewind and replay.

Gregor said nothing to his sister. Just walked past her and took a shower, getting ready for school.

What would tomorrow be like? Will there even be a tomorrow? It's just a morning….another morning….

Kira-chan: ehehehehe….sorrie everyone, I love this series so much! 3 but I kinda forgotten some things about it since it's been a while since I've read the story .;; Plus I'm sorry if something's off. It's like…2 am and my friend is sleeping and im boreeeeed, well not exactly bored, but I don't exactly want to stare at the wall until im sleepy. So I thought about writing a fanfic…I hope it turned out ok! XD will you guys hand a review in? OwO there really should be more fics for an awesome series like this! TT^TT cookies for everyone who read this fic! Brownies and an extra cookie for those who review ;) thaaaanks everyone! Lots of Love from Kira-chan!~ 3