Between The cracks

Authors note:

This is my first ever Glee fan fic, was inspired by a dream i had which woke me up in tears and feeling like I did something wrong. This story is based on before Kurt came out of the closet so if your wondering why he's having sex with a woman, there's your answer lol. Flashbacks with this story will be written like this so you don't get confused . This story is purely fiction, I unforchuntly do not know anybody from Glee, unforchuntly i do not own them...would be interesting if i had Lea and Heather tied up in my room...ehem...but nevermind...on with the story.

Hugging her school books to her chest, Rachel stared blankly down the hallway walking towards the choir room. To the one room that once brought her so much joy and happiness, now it just brought more painful memories for her, more of an empty void that singing couldn't even fill. Unknowingly she stepped into the room and took her seat, she barely noticed the loud chatter among the other Glee members of course she barely noticed anything anymore, this last year had been such a blur to her she couldn't remember much of anything. Not even the accident that happened last year this very day, she knew he was gone but couldn't remember how.

"Alright settle down, everybody' Mr. Shue walked into the room setting his briefcase on the piano. 'We have Regionals to prepare for, and we only have a few months left."

Puck raised his hand. "Do we really have to? Today's the anniversary Kurt died, I'm not sure anybody is feeling up to singing."

Mr. Shue sighed. "I know, but do you think Kurt would have wanted you guys to sit on your butts so you could lose Regionals?' Everybody nodded no. 'Didn't think so, thats why I have the perfect selection for all of you. Were doing a tribute to Kurt by doing songs of his favorite artists."

The guys groaned but giggled at the same time, mainly because Kurt loved Broadway show tunes especially Patty Lapone. Mercedes smiled with tears in her eyes. "You can count on me Mr. Shue.' She sniffled a few tears. 'I miss him so much. I wish he was here."

Mr. Shue smiled and handed her a tissue. "He is here in his own way, he always will be."

Britney suddenly look around the room. "You mean he has a hidden camera watching us?" everybody groaned.

Santana wrapped her arms around Britney smiled and said. "I'll explain it later to you sweety.' She then looked at Rachel who was still blankly looking at the floor and sneered. 'Mr. Shue, did any of Kurts Idol's ever go to jail?"

Not liking where this was going Mr. Shue sighed. "Not that I know of, why?"

"Because instead of artists Kurt admired, we should do artists that have a criminal record, considering we have our own criminal sitting among us.' At these words Rachel visibily flinched, everybody looked at her and glared. 'Especially artists that kill there best friends."

"I...didn't kill Kurt." Rachel said quietly, tears springing to her eyes.

"Oh no?' Quinn said jumping in. 'Then what happened to him?" She raised her eyebrow and crossed her arms.

Rachel tried to get her breathing and tears under control. "I...I...told you many times...I don't remember."

"How conveniant of you not to remember, especially after what he told you before you pushed him! We all knew his secret before you did, and when he finally told you...you FUCKING KILLED HIM!" Mercedes shouted before bursting into a flood of tears.

"THATS ENOUGH!' Mr. Shue shouted slamming down his briefcase. 'NOW WE ALL HEARD THE POLICE REPORT A YEAR AGO, RACHEL WAS CLEARED OF DOING ANYTHING WRONG. IT WAS ACCIDENT. INSTEAD OF BADGERING HER YOU COULD AT LEAST HELP HER OUT, WE ARE ALL SUPPOSED TO BE FAMILY. THAT'S WHAT GLEE CLUB IS ALL ABOUT!"

Santana sneered again and shook her head. "Yeah well, when Rupaul suddenly finally "remembers" what she did to Kurt, maybe we'll let her back in the family."

With a sob Rachel got up and ran from the room slamming the door behind her. "Rachel! Wait!' Mr. Shue turned back at the group with a glare. 'I hope your all proud of yourselfs. Right now I want you guys to go home, right now I'm so angry i can't stand to look at you never mind teach you. Glee club will be closed until you all decide whats more important, harrassing someone without knowing the full story, or family!"

Mercedes jumped up. "But what about Regionals, we have to practice!"

"Believe it or not, that's not important right now. When you decide whats more important then we'll talk." Mr. Shue stormed out of the room, leaving the rest of them speechless

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