Olivia had just gotten into her dress when a voice came from the door behind her it was a voice that she hadn't heard in about 3 months. She turned around surprised her son Alexzandré was standing there. He just smiled his biggest grin and she smiled back she ran over to him and hugged and he wrapped his hands around her and whispered "Mom you have to wake up come on Mom wake up."

She woke from her dream crying Johnny wrapped his arms around her "What's wrong?" he said she turned around to face and with tears streaming down her face "I um I have never told anyone this outside of my family but Dante had an older brother his name was Alexzandré him and Dante were twins Alexzandré was the oldest of the 2 and he loved Dante he loved playing stickball more than Dante did when he was 16 he met this girl Alexzandré was always a rebel but he didn't have a cause until one day he met a man that changed his life around your father Alexzandré was good at stealing and your father got him to steal cars and he gave Alexi money for his skill well not long after Alexi decided that stealing cars wasn't enough and your father told him to buy a gun and kill off this guy." Tears were streaming down her face even more.

"Did he do it? Did he kill someone for my father?" he asked even more intrigued she muttered "that's what everyone thinks cops could never link it to him 3 weeks later they found his car at the airport he left town he left us a 3 page letter front and back apologizing for leaving he said that he never felt like he belonged anywhere until Anthony gave him a gun that's when it clicked that he belonged in the mob when he turned 17 he graduated he sent us his diploma to give to his grandmother he feels like he failed me and her then 4 years later when he was 21 he sent me a copy of his Paramedic certification with a letter. The letter said "Ironic right people see me as a murderer and here I am a Paramedic people lives sick people lives are in my hands and I don't want to fail them but it's totally a front this lady called me a "Hero" I saved her daughter's life and she thought that I was a "Hero" but we know better than that ma I'm no hero."

Johnny got up he felt responsible since it was his father's doing that caused her to lose her eldest son but out of curiosity he asked "Where is he now?" she looked even sadder she said "I don't know I got a call from him about 3 months ago then I got a call from a detective in California that said his car was found at the bottom of an ocean in California the body inside was so decomposed they couldn't identify and they could not do anything with his teeth that bad but a woman claiming to be his girlfriend abided by his wishes and sent his ashes here my mother has them we cant find his Cousin Antonio or friend Delrosa to tell them he died and that he was alone I guess."

He sat back down and hugged her there was a knock at the door. John got up and opened the door Dante was on the other side of the door. He came in and looked at Johnny then to his mom and he got worried "what's going on Ma?" he said she wiped the tears away and replied "Nothing" Johnny looked at Dante and said "She had a dream about your brother." Dante shrugged it off he got upset and said "You told him about Alexi Ma? Why? Alexi's dead Ma I'm sorry to be an ass about the situation but he's gone so just let him be at peace I don't get why you'd tell the son of the man who brought my brother into that lifestyle. Why?"

Johnny said "Hey man he was her son he was her son and it seems obvious that she cant talk to you about it so I'm here and she felt like talking about your brother and like I said I'm here for her" he lifted Olivia to her feet she wiped her eyes again. Dante hugged her and said "I'm sorry mom it's just still really really fresh" she kissed him on the head and said "its okay baby I know I have to go I have a meeting with Jax." Dante grabbed her before leaving and said "Mom sooner or later your going to have to tell Sonny that his son died I mean I'm not too crazy about Sonny being our father but I think he deserves to know that his oldest kid died." Olivia just looked at him and said "I know I just don't want to cry anymore and I really don't want to talk to Sonny and start crying about the son that died." Dante pulled back and said "Ma his name was Alexzandré Dominick Lux Falconeri can we just call him Alexzandré and not the son that died?" Olivia just looked so hurt and she grabbed her car keys and jacket and left.

She finally arrived at the Metro Court she sat at the table and Jax was late. Carly had spotted Olivia out and walked over to her table and sat down across from her intrigued.

"So what's the occasion?" she said Olivia looked very confused "I've never seen you cry or even close to it besides that time Dante was shot and I haven't heard anything about it so what's wrong?"

Olivia opened her mouth attempting to speak but stopped she took a deep breath and said "My son died." Carly looked surprised considering she just saw Dante not more than 30 minutes ago.

Carly rested her hand on Olivia's to comfort her "I just saw Dante what happened?" Olivia sighed and said "No not Dante my other son Dante's older brother." Carly looked confused "Wait I thought Dante was the child you had when you were 15 and you raised without Sonny?" she said Olivia took a deep breath "Dante has an older twin brother his name was Alexzandré he was a good little boy he loved his family and stickball oh my god that's all he would talk about stickball he loved baseball in general he's who got Dante loving the Yankees but Alexzandré has always been a little rebel he was a lot like you Carly once he got an ideal stuck in his head it stuck and he would act on it and that was a good thing when he was a little kid but when he turned 16 he started feeling out of place he said that he felt like in outsider in his own family he turned to getting in trouble skipping school other bad things he stole a car from a very powerful man and after that my little guy changed but not for the better but for the worse way worse."

Carly gave her the sad eyes and said "ever find out who the man's name was?" Olivia shook her head yes "Anthony Zacchara he thought that Alexi had great potential but Alexi was always exceeding at stuff and the one thing that I wish he wouldn't succeed in he did he was very good at committing crimes and getting away with it. Anthony gave Alexi a job as a hit man or something he put a hit out on a man and the guy disappeared and after that Alexi really changed 3 weeks later he was gone 3 months ago he called me telling me that that he was okay and that he was coming home and then a week later a cop called me to tell me that he had died his car was found at the bottom of the ocean with a body that was unidentifiable except a tattoo it was a sun maize on his lower back and he was cremated and his ashes were sent up but still I just can't believe that my baby is gone. Dante isn't really accepting it either I mean with you Michael woke up my baby is not waking back up."

"How is it that none of us know about Alexzandré? I mean he is Sonny's child shouldn't he know about his son?" she said Olivia sighed "Probably I just don't know how to do it Sonny has Michael to worry about I mean he just woke up and to having shot his son I just cant Alexi would be so ashamed of me if he were alive."

Carly looked up to see Sonny "Speak of the Devil here's your chance just be honest about Alexzandré and if it gets to be too much I'm here." Carly reassured her. Sonny came over to the table and sat down. Carly looked at Olivia and nodded.

Olivia looked at Sonny and said "Sonny I have something to tell you Dante wasn't the only child that I got knocked up with he was a twin his older brother Alexzandré passed away 3 months ago in California. Alexi is…was your oldest son."

Sonny just sat there dumbfounded.

_Always and Forever (Jet Mechanical)