WHAT IT MEANS TO BE AN ALPHA SLAVE AKA FIRST GIRL
THIS IS JUST A RANDOM STORY AND ONE SHOT LOL
I have been in BDSM for over a year now and through it have had good and bad experiences i have been an alpha slave normal slave a sub and through it all i have learned to adapt in each role some roles easier than others . alpha slave in a way has two roles be submissive yet be somewhat Dom when there are other slaves or subs or pets involved it is her responsiblity to keep herself but with the added responsility of the other slaves , subs or pets . Which in a way her role is just as important as her Master's she is in a way His right hand woman in this case, It could be considered that they talk and figure things out about what is needed to guide the other slaves , subs or pets in their paths . The more i read about my role the more i realize alot of alpha slave is me . I am independent and stubborn . Aswell as many other things but i am submisssive i just at times have a stubborness about me that most Master's may or may not want or need but i am the type to stick to what i set my mind up to do . and that is to please my Master my protector and ithe one i hold dear to my heart mind body and soul i am my Master to control and to do as he wishes to do to me . whatever it may be he is the one to control me no one else but he.
what it means to be first girl or commonly known as alpha slave/ sub..
Some may believe we are the leader of the pack of submissives , but it is not that simple . But we can be if it is asked of us .What are we we are in the forefront we stand out . We make ourselves noticed , We make ourselves noticed. We are stubborn to a fault we are hardheaded . we are independent yet we need firm control. we don't like decisions but we do want input . we challenge and want to be challenges given to us .
We have no qualms in stating our opinions . Whether anyone agrees or not, even if it is not what or Dom or Master's thinking .But we will obey we are not pita's as known as brats . We are intelligent, want to learn always pushing ourselves to the limit to learn and grow .Our zest for life knows no bounds .We have high expectations of our Master's and expect them to live up to them, we too have high expectations of ourselves .
We know what we want and we go after it we aren't waiters but at the same time we dont settle for less. We are teasers , flirts and exhibitionists even in scenes . We arent jealous but can be envious. The man who finds the key to our submission will have his hands full, but he wil get total submission , our love our loyalty and our respect . Though we will challenge him everyday . In return he will get total submission and obendience . Our hearts will bear his name lovingly . I am a person too His submissive His love ,and telling me i'm the perfect alpha girl for him His sub . It is just as hard to find a Dom as it is to find a sub . I am blessed truly blessed to have someone watching over me . And is helping me find my true path .