Hey everyone. This is just something that came to me after I started dragging myself threw the mud on how horrible I did on one of my test! And a song that I was listening to by LP "in the end" so, hope you enjoy it cause I needed to write it down before it dragged me down farther.
Revised
I can't stand you leaving me to die alone, withering in pain caused by injuries I gained when I fought for you. Now I have nothing but fear as the time falls from my grasp with each haggled breath I take crawling towards your back.
How is it that I am dying and you walk away without turning your head to look at me? Why must you abandon me after how much we've been through? Why must I die when you have no wounds of the battle that I fought in your stead? Why must I suffer when I lost a battle?
Is it due to the fact I lost? I broke our promise to never lose again? Please stop walking away from me, don't abandon me for something I fought for something I did and lost for! I trusted you. You can't just leave me here to die in a mess that you caused!
I have given you my life countless times and when I am useless you decide I no longer and your friend! WHY!!! Why must I suffer for you why must I lose my life my own promises... MY DREAM for you!
If you do not kill me, then I will come to kill you. If you think I'll let you betray me so easily.
I may be near death, but how many times have I always come back for you! TO PROTECT YOU!
Don't leave me... don't leave me to die... are we not friend? Are we not crew mates working towards your goal?!
YOU were the one who brought me here why must you... why have I followed you so blindly if I must die in your defense... die due to your negligence.
KILL ME WITH YOUR OWN HAND! Don't look down on me as if I am nothing, as if I was never worthy of your power... I was you friend! I was your first mate! IF I AM TO DIE THEN KILL ME!
Don't walk away... Don't leave me alone... I don't want to be alone again... after I finally found you... Nakama...
YOU'RE MY NAKAMA!