disclamer: I dont own Loveless ( I dont get any money for it)
i feel I made Ritsuka all bubbley one minute hes no then hes yes T.T...
chapter one
Relentless
Ritsuka awoke to a dark room, that seamed to just ease into nothisness. 'wher am I?' he thought as he regretfuly foced his head up from the pilow in which his head lay. Trying to remember what had happend last night Rutsuka sat up on the bed, he was shure of one thing, this was not his house, and not his room.
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Just then Soubi came stroling in as nonshalantley as he could, he stared down at his young sacrefice with a gaze as loveleing as anyone could ever have. "Good morning, Ritsuka." he wispered carfuly lowering himself to the side of the bed to sit. He slowley reached his hand up brushing the hair from Ritsukas face, "Did you sleep well?" Ritsuka turned bright red, a he sudenley felt a overwelming heat eminate inside of him burning everything down to his core.
Soubi chuckled lightley just barley mackking a sound. Ritsuka pulled back from Soubi's touch, turning even reder. " I-I sleped just fine thank you!" he spat at Soubi.
Not knowing why he lashed out on him Ritsuka grabed the same hand that he had just retreted from and placed it where it was before. "I'm sorry, Soubi..." he managed to choke out befoer a flood of memories came rushing back to him hiting him like a bullit to the brain.
Just last night Misaki had caught him and Soubi in a full out imbrace kissing and all, and he had no other choice but to flee from his friged mother who was wiling to inflict the wrath of hate apon him.
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Soubi saw the sorow in Ritsuka's eyes, he was deepley hurt and it was all his fault. "I'm the one who should be saying sorry, not you." he calmly said with a pain almost grater than Ritsukas. "I didn't know your mother would react that way I should have been more carful." he shamfully said.
'No its not your fault!" he almost yelled at Soubi. Soubi smiled, he grabed Ritsuka and pulled him tight to his chest. "If you say so." he whispered into Ritsukas left ear. S-Soubi let g-" Ritsuka stoped mid scentance as Soubi presed his lips to Ritsukas first gingerly then more demanding. At first Ritsuka flinched but then he for some reason didn't want to fight it and it seamed as if he began to melt away into Soubi's arms.
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They sat there in each others arms for what seamed like forever, until Ritsuka sumoned up the will power to brake away. Soubi picked a strand of Ritsuka's hear and began to play with it, twistins it in his fingers. "I love you Ritsuka, please if you need anything just ask and it is yours."
"Soubi I-I love.." someting crashed agenst the door.
Just then Kio burst in, seeing Ritsuka in Soubi in each others arms. "Sou-chan, what in the hell!?" Soubi shot a persins look at Kio," what dou you mean?" Soubi probed. Kio was flushed how could he forget Ritsuka was no longer 12, Soubi had no reason to hold anything back. "s-sory, forgot he was here!" he said so fast his words seams to melt together. "I'm just going to go out for a bit...bye!!" he said all to quickley as he rushed out the door slaming it behind him.
Soubi took advantage of this moment and puled Riysuka up closer to him so he sat with ether leg on one side of Soubi's thighs. "Ahh S-Soubi, y-you can't just pull me around like I'm still 12!" Soubi grined wildley, "you're right, I onley can do this because you're not 12 though," he whispered then glided his way up Ritsukas neck with nibbles and kisses.
Soubi knew that if he were to say or do one rong thing Ritsuka would run from him, so he was surprised when he heared a quiet moan coming from him.
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Ritsuka tryed to hoald back the moans, but even then small suonds would escape him and he would become flushed with emberisment. "why do I make such noises, threre emberising " he mumbled, Soubi squeezed him tighter "I think there cute."
Ritsuka could feel Soubi's dilagent fingers move up his back when he realised in his daze Soubi had removed his shirt and was now sliding his fingers up and down the small of his back.
Rutsuka didn't stop him like usual. Soubi stoped and closed his eye's as if praying to some forgoten loard and sighed. then Soubi realeased Ritsuka leting his body be suported by the wall insted of himself.
Ritsuka looker up at Soubi in disbeleafe, "why'd you stop?" he asked trasing lines on Soubi's chest with a finger.
"Are you shure your ready for ths?"
Ritsuka lightley kissed Soubi's chest, " I'm 16 Soubi if I can't handle it I'll tell you to stop." Soubi smiled.
this is the end of chap. no. 1 ^.^ hope u enjoyed. this was my first fan fiction soo dont kill me if it sucked thet bad ok.
credits
a madhatter production
writen by: Dreamless
revised by: Dreamless ( I need a beta I can't revise my stuf worth crap T.T) if you wish to help me out there e-mail me at chibi_ for farther insite thank you
I wanna say thanx to all my friends out there including Melo, who gives me ideas to no end and tells me if my outfits r to revealing (even thuogh some times I feel like a kid when she teels me to put more on or not to wear that jacket with such a cute shirt), Autum, who told me about , and my beeeeeest friend Wolfie! (and no he is not a dog!!! every body thinks hez related to 1 though(the beautie of not liveing in the same state as your best friend is that u can say mean things non stop and they cant do anything to you)) wow I stayed up all night writeing this its like 5:00 am at the moment...I hate school so i need me beautie sleep nigh.
and if u have any ideas for chapter no. 2 plez send em.
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Dreamless