Okay, new story. I was feeling sad so I wrote something sad. I know I have plenty of UN-finished stories already but whats another, right?

I do not own Naruto, if I did, it would be called Akatsuki by now.

"Let's take a break, okay?" five words I said, that would crush Danna into a million tiny pieces. I meant them, there had been another person on my mind lately. It hurt me, to hurt him because, I just, Ive always loved him. I know a part of me always will. Its not my fault Tobi's serious half is so- so... sexy, "Just until we get back from our mission. When I can figure out my damn feelings. But Im sorry, we just. I dunno, I feel like we dont connect anymore... At least, not as good as we did."

"Fine by me." he didnt even look up from his chair, "I was thinking the same thing, seeing as you're Madara's lap dog now." I could hear the edge in his voice. He was mad, and would snap at any given moment.

Three words, thats all it took. They sent me fleeing back to Madara before I could cry. 'Fine by me.' there wasnt any feeling. He was hollow again. I was, was. I didnt even know what I was. Hurt? Angry? Sad? Empty? Confused? Yes, confused. Who did I love? Did I even know?

I realized where I was standing, the pond where Sasori had kissed me for the first time.

I screamed, at the top of my lungs. It must have sounded like murder, but I knew the only people who would come to see if I was okay were either currently on a mission or, well, Sasori, "Why did this have to be so complicated!? I hate myself! Im a jerk. Unworthy of either guy! How could this happen... how?" I broke down into tears, which I hadnt done since I was a kid.

"Madara, why cant you be here now? I need you. Now..." I mumbled.

I stalked off into the hideout, it was kinda dark so I stumbled a few times on the way back.

I ran into Konan, "Were you attacked?!"

"No. Just, had to blow off some steam." I already knew she meant the scream.

"Alright." she paused, looked at my hand on Tobi's doorknob, and continued, "Sleeping in Tobi's room, again? You've been doing that alot lately. I thought you hated him?"

I shrugged, opened the door and walked in. I turned around, "I know, I did. But then I realized we have more in common than I thought." I guess she still didn't know who he really was. As far as I knew, Sasori, Pein and myself were the only ones who knew his true identity.

"How so?" she raised a brow. I wasnt in the mood for questioning.

"You'll see, eventually." I shrugged and shut the door in her face. Sure, I shouldnt have done that. But I was not a force to be messed with when my emotions werent in check.

I started to cry again. Throwing off everything but my pants, I crawled into Madara's bed.

I was one of the few who could call him Madara. It was probably a miracle I knew anyways.

It just happened that Zetsu had introduced us and we had to be partners. He was a complete and utter fool. I mean, he barely did anything. But I noticed, when he did. Was someone in trouble. Finally, we were alone one day. I had to do it. I told him I had a secret. When he leaned down and I stretched up, I yanked off his mask. My own partner, an Uchiha. I didnt really care about that then. He was stunning. Then, when he spoke; his voice, sent shivers down my spine. His dark side was my original thought, but now I knew, that was his normal side. The goofball Tobi, was his dark side. If that made any sense.

I knew I had a long day tomorrow. But I couldnt sleep, thoughts of both of them stung my head and heart all night. I counted the minutes I laid there awake. 360 minutes. I laid there for six freaking hours before falling asleep, clutching a pillow that smelled of Madara.

Hope you likey, or cried, whatever. R&R

~xoxo Zany~