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AN: Okay...first of all if this seems a LOT like Tinni's Torn it's because I based it on her story only the couples are diff and this is going to go on for a looong time! It's going to be a bit like bold and the beautiful...ehe FUN! Anyways...yeah..flame me if its too much like Torn Okay? and I'll stop. The last thing i wanna do is offend the writer of one of my fave stories!!! Well...hmm...here's two chappys to start you off! Ja!
Pan
As I kissed Uubu I couldn't help but look at Trunks. He was watching us….was he jealous? No way…must be the way the light was hitting his face. I closed my eyes again quickly as he began to deepen the kiss. He defenitely was a good kisser, no questions asked, but he was not what I truly wanted.
What I truly wanted was beyond my grasp, it was obvious he belonged to my friend, even though we both no we weren't really friends, I still called her my friend. But it was obvious…they were meant to be together.
When the kiss ended I looked around again. I spotted Marron, 'my friend', staring at Trunks dreamily. I guess in a way she did deserve him more than I.
"Pan?" Uubu interrupted.
"Hmm?" I asked trying to keep hold of my thoughts.
"What's on your mind?"
"Stuff."
This conversation was making it harder for me to keep my train of thoughts. It was like trying to hold in your hand, no matter how hard you try to keep it there, it always finds a way out. Leaving you with the smallest amount of it in your palm. There…I lost it. Uubu must be happy now, I've practically lost what I was thinking of…I scowled as he took us onto the dancefloor.
Trunks
I watched her. Was she looking at me while she kissed another? A pang of jealousy ran through me. Jealousy? Waitasec! Ha! I'm talking about Pan here…get a hold of yourself Trunks! You're meant to be in love with Marron. I asked Marron out on Wednesday. Tomorrow, the date. This stupid party is messing with my mind.
I blame the jealousy on my hormones! Even though I am…what? 33? Man! Time has gone by! All this time and I finally get the guts to ask Marron out and now my hormones are stuffing up my plans by making me jealous of Uubu. I am confused!
Well at least I'm not the only one…Goten's got a pretty confusing love life too. I can see it, the way he looks at Marron and the jealousy I can see he's so obviously feeling when I'm with Marron. But then the way I can see he obviously likes my sister…poor him.
"Hey Trunks-chan!" Marron said to me cheerily.
The way she looked at me…wasn't love. It didn't look like it. It looked like lust, power, infatuation, obsession. It looked like everything but love. It was obvious she didn't love me the way I did her. Or maybe it's my 33 year old hormones acting up. Yeah it's got to be that. How can I doubt Marron?
I smiled sweetly at her and began to dance.
Goten
UGH! He's suppose to be my best friend and there he is right now dancing with…err…one of the loves of my life. I guess I can't just tell every guy not to go out with either Bra ir Marron until I've made up my mind…but…still.
I watched them dance. They were so close…too close! I felt my ki rising but then I noticed something else out of the corner of my eye. Juunanagou was dancing with B-chan. That's it, I know now…I'm destined to be an old man that's all alone and still lives with his mother.
A wave of depression hit me. Alone? Anything is better than being alone…ANYTHING!
I began to panic and I swayed dangerously. I began to have small blackouts. Everything was spinning around me. I looked around the large room. No one had noticed that I was practically dying here. I was-am truly alone. No one even seemed to care. That's when I blacked out.
When I woke up I realised I was alone…but in Trunks' room. They were obviously continuing the party downstairs. Damn it wasn't a dream…no one really cares. That's when I noticed someone leaving the room. I saw enough to realise it was her. Well one person cares about me…my neice.
Then a head of hair caught my eye. She was sleeping peacefully. Man did she look cute. I wanted to take her in my arms right then. That's when I realised the depth of my love for Bra.
Bra
I woke up to find myself in Trunks' bed. Goten was gone. He must've seen me asleep and moved me. So sweet, I wish I could tell him how I felt-feel.
"If only you knew Goten-chan…" I whispered.
"Knew what?"
The familiar voice made me sit up in shock. He was sitting in the chair that I fell asleep on. KUSO!!
"Knew…knew…how long you were unconscious for…" I said lamely.
He grinned knowing that was not the truth but played along anyway.
" How long was I out for anyway?"
"Well what time were you up?"
"9:00-ish."
"Wow…you were out for 3 hours…well almost. Why'd you faint?"
"I guess it was a mental, physical and emotional breakdown."
He grinned again, it made me melt. But he would never look at me like that. I couldn't help getting lost in those eyes of his, the eyes that seemingly only belonged to Marron. He shifted uncomfortably under the silence. The silence dissapated as soon as Marron walked through the door.
Marron
Bra glared at me, but she quickly covered it up with a smile.
"Hey came to check up on the two of you!" I said cheerily.
Goten looked at me then Bra. He was so confused. I guess so was I. Trunks was everything to me and now that I've got him…maybe Bra was right…It was just an obsession. Yet I don't want to let go of him, but I want…as much as I hate to admit it…Goten.
I dunno…maybe it's his goofy smile or maybe the way he looks at me. I felt like a bitch at that moment. The thoughts running through my mind were evil. I wanted to, and I guess, still do, control the both of them. I wanted both of them. Trunks and Goten.
I wanted to make my two best friends jealous! Well…not that Pan was my best friend…but Bra surely was. I can't believe I wanted-want to toy with their hearts….and that was only the mildest of what I was thinking.
"Marron?" I snapped back into reality.
"Perhaps we should go back to the party. They might be worried…" Bra said as she led everyone back downstairs.
On my way out of the room I couldn't help overhearing Goten's bitter remark.
"Worried? About me? Ha."
Uubu
I sat down, resting my legs. Pan went to get a drink. I…a simple human being had worn out Pan by dancing. That had to be a first. Or she was probably avoiding me. Gone to find Trunks perhaps? I'm only glad that Trunks hasn't realised his bond with MY Pan. Or maybe he has but he's too…scared? Confusing myself is so fun.
What a Christmas party. This has to be the most depressing Christmas ever. Whatever happened to all those days when we used to have fun…be careless. Al that has disappeared. Scary.
I spotted Marron, Goten and Bra walk in. Where in the hell was Trunks? What was taking Pan so long?
Marron sat down next to me and smiled kindly.
"Heya!"
"Hi." I said to glumly, I was aiming for bored. Damn.
"Don't you wish we were all friends again? Well…I mean…we're growing apart. It scares me. We've all lost our fun and carefree spirits! What happened?!" Marron was a little more passionate then she had intended to sound.
"I don't know…but I want it back." I replied sadly and thoughtfully.
At least I hope it sounded like that. In truth it went much deeper than that. So deep that I probably resented everyone for it. Not good. Not good at all.
AN: Okay..that's the first chappy...hmm...it's a bit confusing but ill explain it straight out in the next chappy...ja!
meiyume
AN: Okay...first of all if this seems a LOT like Tinni's Torn it's because I based it on her story only the couples are diff and this is going to go on for a looong time! It's going to be a bit like bold and the beautiful...ehe FUN! Anyways...yeah..flame me if its too much like Torn Okay? and I'll stop. The last thing i wanna do is offend the writer of one of my fave stories!!! Well...hmm...here's two chappys to start you off! Ja!
Pan
As I kissed Uubu I couldn't help but look at Trunks. He was watching us….was he jealous? No way…must be the way the light was hitting his face. I closed my eyes again quickly as he began to deepen the kiss. He defenitely was a good kisser, no questions asked, but he was not what I truly wanted.
What I truly wanted was beyond my grasp, it was obvious he belonged to my friend, even though we both no we weren't really friends, I still called her my friend. But it was obvious…they were meant to be together.
When the kiss ended I looked around again. I spotted Marron, 'my friend', staring at Trunks dreamily. I guess in a way she did deserve him more than I.
"Pan?" Uubu interrupted.
"Hmm?" I asked trying to keep hold of my thoughts.
"What's on your mind?"
"Stuff."
This conversation was making it harder for me to keep my train of thoughts. It was like trying to hold in your hand, no matter how hard you try to keep it there, it always finds a way out. Leaving you with the smallest amount of it in your palm. There…I lost it. Uubu must be happy now, I've practically lost what I was thinking of…I scowled as he took us onto the dancefloor.
Trunks
I watched her. Was she looking at me while she kissed another? A pang of jealousy ran through me. Jealousy? Waitasec! Ha! I'm talking about Pan here…get a hold of yourself Trunks! You're meant to be in love with Marron. I asked Marron out on Wednesday. Tomorrow, the date. This stupid party is messing with my mind.
I blame the jealousy on my hormones! Even though I am…what? 33? Man! Time has gone by! All this time and I finally get the guts to ask Marron out and now my hormones are stuffing up my plans by making me jealous of Uubu. I am confused!
Well at least I'm not the only one…Goten's got a pretty confusing love life too. I can see it, the way he looks at Marron and the jealousy I can see he's so obviously feeling when I'm with Marron. But then the way I can see he obviously likes my sister…poor him.
"Hey Trunks-chan!" Marron said to me cheerily.
The way she looked at me…wasn't love. It didn't look like it. It looked like lust, power, infatuation, obsession. It looked like everything but love. It was obvious she didn't love me the way I did her. Or maybe it's my 33 year old hormones acting up. Yeah it's got to be that. How can I doubt Marron?
I smiled sweetly at her and began to dance.
Goten
UGH! He's suppose to be my best friend and there he is right now dancing with…err…one of the loves of my life. I guess I can't just tell every guy not to go out with either Bra ir Marron until I've made up my mind…but…still.
I watched them dance. They were so close…too close! I felt my ki rising but then I noticed something else out of the corner of my eye. Juunanagou was dancing with B-chan. That's it, I know now…I'm destined to be an old man that's all alone and still lives with his mother.
A wave of depression hit me. Alone? Anything is better than being alone…ANYTHING!
I began to panic and I swayed dangerously. I began to have small blackouts. Everything was spinning around me. I looked around the large room. No one had noticed that I was practically dying here. I was-am truly alone. No one even seemed to care. That's when I blacked out.
When I woke up I realised I was alone…but in Trunks' room. They were obviously continuing the party downstairs. Damn it wasn't a dream…no one really cares. That's when I noticed someone leaving the room. I saw enough to realise it was her. Well one person cares about me…my neice.
Then a head of hair caught my eye. She was sleeping peacefully. Man did she look cute. I wanted to take her in my arms right then. That's when I realised the depth of my love for Bra.
Bra
I woke up to find myself in Trunks' bed. Goten was gone. He must've seen me asleep and moved me. So sweet, I wish I could tell him how I felt-feel.
"If only you knew Goten-chan…" I whispered.
"Knew what?"
The familiar voice made me sit up in shock. He was sitting in the chair that I fell asleep on. KUSO!!
"Knew…knew…how long you were unconscious for…" I said lamely.
He grinned knowing that was not the truth but played along anyway.
" How long was I out for anyway?"
"Well what time were you up?"
"9:00-ish."
"Wow…you were out for 3 hours…well almost. Why'd you faint?"
"I guess it was a mental, physical and emotional breakdown."
He grinned again, it made me melt. But he would never look at me like that. I couldn't help getting lost in those eyes of his, the eyes that seemingly only belonged to Marron. He shifted uncomfortably under the silence. The silence dissapated as soon as Marron walked through the door.
Marron
Bra glared at me, but she quickly covered it up with a smile.
"Hey came to check up on the two of you!" I said cheerily.
Goten looked at me then Bra. He was so confused. I guess so was I. Trunks was everything to me and now that I've got him…maybe Bra was right…It was just an obsession. Yet I don't want to let go of him, but I want…as much as I hate to admit it…Goten.
I dunno…maybe it's his goofy smile or maybe the way he looks at me. I felt like a bitch at that moment. The thoughts running through my mind were evil. I wanted to, and I guess, still do, control the both of them. I wanted both of them. Trunks and Goten.
I wanted to make my two best friends jealous! Well…not that Pan was my best friend…but Bra surely was. I can't believe I wanted-want to toy with their hearts….and that was only the mildest of what I was thinking.
"Marron?" I snapped back into reality.
"Perhaps we should go back to the party. They might be worried…" Bra said as she led everyone back downstairs.
On my way out of the room I couldn't help overhearing Goten's bitter remark.
"Worried? About me? Ha."
Uubu
I sat down, resting my legs. Pan went to get a drink. I…a simple human being had worn out Pan by dancing. That had to be a first. Or she was probably avoiding me. Gone to find Trunks perhaps? I'm only glad that Trunks hasn't realised his bond with MY Pan. Or maybe he has but he's too…scared? Confusing myself is so fun.
What a Christmas party. This has to be the most depressing Christmas ever. Whatever happened to all those days when we used to have fun…be careless. Al that has disappeared. Scary.
I spotted Marron, Goten and Bra walk in. Where in the hell was Trunks? What was taking Pan so long?
Marron sat down next to me and smiled kindly.
"Heya!"
"Hi." I said to glumly, I was aiming for bored. Damn.
"Don't you wish we were all friends again? Well…I mean…we're growing apart. It scares me. We've all lost our fun and carefree spirits! What happened?!" Marron was a little more passionate then she had intended to sound.
"I don't know…but I want it back." I replied sadly and thoughtfully.
At least I hope it sounded like that. In truth it went much deeper than that. So deep that I probably resented everyone for it. Not good. Not good at all.
AN: Okay..that's the first chappy...hmm...it's a bit confusing but ill explain it straight out in the next chappy...ja!
meiyume