What have I done?

AN: this is a little tidbit I wrote about Sylar's thoughts after he kills his mother and Hiro finds him.

Disclaimer: This is purely for fun. I don't own 'em… Please don't sue…

My mother was standing right in front of me… stabbed by her own pair of scissors. No, no I didn't did I? She looks at me, but her eyes are glazed over… she's falling, but she stops suddenly and soon I can't move either. Time stops…

I can move again, someone is next to me… And the next thing I know, I'm holding the business end of a glittering sword… After a good look I realized who it was.

"You were in the loft, why are you following me?" I ask him accusingly, I can barely feel my hand getting cold; frost starts to collect on the blade.

"I must stop you" he says in a trembling voice, visibly scared…

"Then do it. Kill me!" I yell… He flinches.

Part of me wanted him to. His sword looked so welcoming… to be honest at that moment, part of me wanted to die… My mother was dead by my hand… Nothing could ever change that… I have killed so many, why? It was like I didn't know myself anymore… Like I have some dark side that I am unable to control…

The blade suddenly breaks and he is gone… I look down at my mother's body.

What have I done?

AN: yeah I know it's short. Reviews and comments are welcome.

This is inspired by the episode: "The Hard Part"