It had all started with a sentence from his FLARPing partner. Informing him of her recent matespritship with one of the other trolls. Sollux Captor to be exact. The pain he felt was like no other he'd felt before. The incident at the cliffside with Vriska had been nothing compared to what he felt upon hearing the news. It was fairly sudden, as well. He'd never seen the two talking. But when he saw her with him, how happy she was, the pain was a little more bearable. He saw how happy she was. It was all he needed, he supposed. Her happiness was what mattered most to him, even if he wasn't' the the one making her so happy. He continued to watch from afar, the yearning always there. But it couldn't be helped. So he guessed he had to settle for her smile instead. It was enough to see her happy. Hear her laughter. It was a bittersweet happiness for him. Perhaps one day he might at least tell her how he felt. But today wasn't that day. Nor tomorrow. He wasn't sure when it would be. Maybe never? He wasn't sure. All he knew was that he was thankful for what he could witness. Despite it not being by his words and actions.
Spuddy shouldn't write drabbles because she can't make things short and she apologizes. Plus she's just not capable of it anyway.
Repetitivety (Not a word, but whatever, haha) is also very eminent. She apologizes for that to.
So I hope you enjoyed it! And if not, that's okay, too! UuU Thank you for reading and have a nice (Inserttimehere)! *Throws hearts at you as you leave*