sPatrick dempsey 's POV!
I came out from home, took the car like I did everyday for 5 years i drove to the studio of Greys'. I came in a little later than normal, Shonda said, "Hello", to me, and gave me a script. She didn't see that I was late she was too much busy.
I kissed Ellen on the cheek, and then I went to go get myself made (you know as Derek) to get ready for the first scene of the day, and yess it was with her. It was a love scene, just a scene i repeated to myself everytime, but i knew that it wasn't just a scene with a few lines and kisses between derek and meredith, it was more than that .
I remember FLASHBACK!-- the first day of work, i was on one of the stages, i was talking with Peter, when i heard a giggle,( oh yeah you're asking to yourse why a giggle could be so special to make a conversation stop), you're right but it was the sweetest and most adorable giggle that i've ever heard , i turned around to see what kind of angel it came from, and suddently some one came in the room, she was beautiful, her hair, blondish-brown and long, greeen eyes and perfect body . I didn't care about anything else, she laughd and i was like a statue at that moment. I've seen the most beatiful woman on this earth, I couldn't speak a word or make my heart breath slowly. Oh yes I remember very well that moment, between me and her it was love at first sight. Who can't be in love with her, when she smiles she makes me smile. She's lovely! FLASHBACK END!
We started the scene - i said the 2 lines that were written on the script and kissed ellen on the lips, i touched her for one second but it seemed like an eternity, all around us disappeared, the troop, Shonda, there was no remembers anymore, no wifes , no husbands, nothing, just me and her, me and Ellen, it was like a fairytale and a lot of people don't believe in them anymore but i lived this feeling everytime i meet her lips.
Unfortunately these moments were moments very short, a second before I was thinking what would could happen if she wasn't married, if I wasn't married, if I had meet her before I got married?? Lots of questions, and no answers.
Peter got us out of the set, we had already finished, bumbed to Ellen leaving the set for the day, and with a little bit of sadness i left the studio.
I got back home, saw Jillian, the woman that was supposed to be my wife .. yes maybe 5 years ago but now something had changed.
after 7 years i couldn't amaze her or make her smile. So that evening I had dinner and I went to sleep early, so I couldn't think about Ellen or something like that.
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yes i know it's very short but tell me what you think .. i already finished to write the whole story .. so tell me and i'll upload the next chapter
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