my version of a zombie going to die told through sophias death a bit of carlphia in this story as well
the pain of being a zombie is horrible i hate being locked up in a barn i cant even control my own body it controls itself the only thing i can control now is my mind i dont feel anything but pain and regret i am so freaked out by the walkers that surround me i know i am one too but i cant close my eyes thsi zombie bite is like its spreading the feeling of knives digging into all my body and i just want some one to shoot me in the head already
now i am convinced there is no god what person would do this i never did anything what is this my punishment for letting my dad beat me up all these years what sick demented person would do this if there is a god he is a monster
then the barn doors opened and everyone rushed past me to get out i am guessing i am a lurker zombie or else my body would have dragged me out of here but i am slowly walking towards the door i hear gunshots outside and i know this is the end of me but i am glad i dont wnat to hurt people be forced to watch myself eat them feel this pain everyday
i walk out of the barn slowly and oh my god calr rick lori dale glenn all of them please tell me they will shoot me already i dont want to hurt them
"sophia" my mom says and starts running towards me but daryl grabs her thank god rick steps out from behind and points a gun to my head
in those short seconds i look over everything i regret i always had a little crush on carl my eyes will not leave his as i watch him cry i cant die watching him cry over my death im already dead so it doesnt matter if rick shoots me well it does because i dont want this virus taking control of my body
and then rick pulls the trigger
blam
this is truely the end i can rest in peace this nightmare is over