I'm back! First of all, I gotta tell you guys about my old fanfics! I'm on a total block for myy Hitsukarin fic but I'm trying! When it comes to Linger, I'm working on the sasuhina ending. Back to the present. Hopefully you guys are familiar with myy Sasuhina fic, Tame What You Can Not See. It was based on the lyrics of Love the way you lie by Eminem aka myy future husband and Rihanna. NOW, they made a Love the way you lie part 2! And it's Rihanna feat. Eminem and it's effing awesome! So you wonder what made me apply it Grimmnel? Well, this whole day I've been reading Grimmnel fanfics and this seemed to fir them perfectly! With Nel's sweet yet tough personality and Grimmjow's insane personality! So this was born! Hope you guys enjoy! Unfortunately, this might be short cuz there's like 3 more verses cuz i'm not making the chorus separate. too much work. anyways, hope you guys like it! Oh and please read and review Linger cuz i think it has a lot of potential! And if you wanna see the fic i did based on Love the way you lie Part 1 then search for Sasuhina and it's called Tame what You Can Not See. Ok I'm blabbering rite now, but i think my fics are getting better! Sorry I'm blabbering again but I do appreciate the reviews I am getting. Anyways, enjoy!
Disclaimer: I don't own Bleach. I'm not kidding. I really don't own Bleach. At all. Seriously. No joke. Like dead serious. Ok. Got it? Good.
On the first page of our story
the future seemed so bright
then this thing turned out so evil
I don't know why I'm still surprised
even angels have their wicked schemes
and you take that to new extremes
but you'll always be my hero
even though you've lost your mind
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
but that's all right because I like the way it hurts
just gonna stand there and hear me cry
but that's all right because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie Ohhh, I love the way you lie
He was so sweet when we first got together. But soon after, things changed. We started arguing more, and fighting more. Fighting to the point where we broke furniture in the house. Minutes later after we fight, we end up making love on the floor or wherever we end up after shoving each other. This happens everytime I ask him about what he does and why he ends up coming home so late. And when I accuse him of cheating, he explodes. But I have no choice than to think he's cheating or doing something I wouldn't approve of. I already know that he's in a gang, and I've come to terms with that. He told me about it as soon as I became his girlfriend. I never asked him to change for me but just to tell me the truth so I can be there for him. I'd do anything for him, and no matter how much my hearts bleeds out for him, or how many tears I cry, no matter how many bruises and scratches end up on my body, I will always run back to him. I will always love you, Grimmjow Jaggerjaquez.
Nel walked through the door, another sigh of relief that the day was over. She threw her coat and high heels onto the white leather couch and smiled. Now to find my man! She hurried to their bedroom and leaned against the door smiling warmly at what she saw. 20 year old Grimmjow Jaggerjaquez, sleeping soundly on the bed. Nel scanned every inch of his body. From his icy blue spiked hair, down to his back, rippling with muscles that Nel wrapped herself in almost every night, then down to his legs, smooth long legs. She sighed once again and quietly tiptoed to the bed, but before she could even lift her leg to get into the bed...
"Welcome home, sexy." Grimmjow muttered groggily. Nel pouted and stood up with her arms crossed across her chest.
"How the hell do you do that?" She whined. But it was true. No matter how hard she tried, there was no way she could ever sneak up on Grimmjow...at least succeed at it. That was one of the many things she loved about him, the fact that he could sense her presence. That made Nel feel as if they shared this special bond that no one could break or imitate. Grimmjow sat up, yawned,stretched, and rubbed the stuff out of his eyes, smirking.
"You'll never sneak up on me, babe. Now come here cause I don't feel like chasing after you." He demanded. Nel shook her head and crawled into the bed with Grimmjow. She gasped as she felt her boyfriend tighten his grip on her waist but soon settled in the embrace and nuzzled her face into the crook of Grimmjow's neck.
"How was work?"
Nel pouted. "Tiring. Rukia wants me and Orihime to model her new dresses with the heels that Uryuu designed. But those things are 5 inches tall! I haven't been trained to walk in those kind of heels!"
"Ugh, you really need training to walk in a pair of shoes?"
Nel shoved Grimmjow playfully. "Yeah. Unless you wanna-"
"No thanks." He cut in coldly.
"Exactly. But let's not talk about work, it's annoying. Let's go out to eat tonight!"
Grimmjow sighed. "I can't. I'm goin' out with the boys tonight."
Nel shook her head and pushed herself out of Grimmjow's arms. "Every single time! Every time I wanna go out, you gotta do something! Grimmjow what the hell? If you're cheating on me can you please just tell me so I can stop hurting? Damn it!" She threw the sheets off of her and ran out of the room, her heartbeat echoing in her ears as she heard Grimmjow's footsteps behind her. Nel's heart nearly stopped as he gripped her arms and forced her to face him.
"Again wit this bullshit, Nel? You know damn well I'm not cheatin' on you!"
Nel shut her eyes, not wanting to end up gazing into those eyes she fell in love with. "Prove it!"
"Has any chick come up to you an' say I'm screwin her?"
Nel looked away. "..."
"Answer me!"
Nel turned back to Grimmjow and opened her eyes. Her soft hands placed themselves on his face and looked into his eyes. "Tell me that you love me, Grimm."
He scowled and looked away. "No need to tell you something you already know." That was it. If he didn't have the balls to tell her he loved her, then there was no point. She pushed herself away from his grasp and ran into the bathroom, locking the door behind her. Nel sat on the sink, crying her eyes out. Her heart was breaking again, it was on the brink of obliterating. She gasped as Grimmjow bashed the door with his fists.
"NEL! OPEN THE FUCKING DOOR!"
"NO! I'M NOT LETTING YOU IN UNTIL YOU TELL ME YOU LOVE ME! BETTER YET, TELL ME WHAT THE HELL YOU DO! I'VE BEEN WITH YOU SINCE JUNIOR YEAR OF HIGH SCHOOL AND YOU CAN'T EVEN TELL ME WHAT YOU DO FOR A LIVING? YOU'RE FULL OF SHIT, GRIMMJOW!"
Grimmjow growled and kicked down the door, stormed in and pulled Nel off the sink by her wrists, dragging her to the living room. Nel screamed and screamed, desperately trying to break free.
"LET ME GO!"
"NO!"
"LET ME GO!"
Grimmjow threw Nel onto the couch and pinned her down. "What. The Fuck. Is. Wrong. With. You." He gritted through his teeth.
Nel looked dead into his eyes. "You."
"You know I love you, Nel."
She rolled her eyes. "Bullshit. Get off me and get out."
"Nel-"
"I HATE YOU GRIMMJOW JAGGERJAQUEZ! GET OUT OF MY APARTMENT AND STAY THE FUCK OUT! I HATE YOU! I FUCKING HATE YOU!" The city of Karakura could have complained with how loud Nel was screaming. She couldn't help it. Nel was tired of the heartbreak and the screaming and the yelling. The best thing she could do for herself was let go, and that's exactly what she had done. Grimmjow sighed, resting his head in the crook of her neck. Nel still struggled to break free but shivered at the way Grimmjow's lips brushed against her skin. Grimmjow sat back up and straddled his girlfriend.
"Fine. I'm leavin' and I'm never comin' back. Have a nice life." He muttered. He pushed himself off of her, and stormed out. Not to mention, he slammed the front door quite loudly. Nel sat up and clutched her heart. G-Grimmjow...
"Nel-san?" Orihime's voice was always calming.
"Hime-chan!" Nel cried out.
"N-Nel-san? What's wrong? Are you ok?"
"Grimmjow and I broke up!"
"Oh no. I'm coming over right now."
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Nel lay on the couch staring blankly out of the sliding glass doors, revealing the light of the stars and the moon. She wanted nothing more than the moonlight to wipe her tears away, just like Grimmjow did after they fought. She continued to lie there, her limbs hanging limply on off the couch. Inside, she felt as if she were dead, everything completely stopped.
"I...love...you...my beautiful...panther...my...Grimmjow..." Nel whimpered as tears fell down her cheeks.
KNOCK! KNOCK! KNOCK!
She jumped at the loud knock, surprised at the fact that Orihime had the strength to bang on the door that loudly. Nel sat up, wiped her tears, and dragged herself to the door. She opened it and was greeted with open arms.
"Nel-san!" Orihime cried as she pulled Nel into a life threatning hug. Damn, this girl is strong! Orihime pulled away and wiped her tears.
"Oh, Nel-san!" Nel pulled Orihime inside and clung to her.
"We had a fight...a big fight."
Orihime looked down puzzled. "You've had big fights before."
"This one...this one just seemed bigger than the rest. I told him to get out and never come back. And I told him that I hated him. The worst part is...I actually feel like I never want to see him again."
"Ever?"
"Ever."
"Nel-san, you love him."
"...I know...but my heart can't take it anymore."
Orihime couldn't take seeing her friend in such a fragile state. She walked Nel over to the couch and hugged her tight. "Let it out, Nel. That's the most fragile thing you could do. Do you want me to tell Uryuu-kun and Kuchiki-san that you need some time?"
"No! They'll never forgive me if I do that. They've been working for this ever since they started out."
Orihime shook her head. "Nel-san, this is a lot to take in. Adding that to your workload is gonna overpower you."
"As long as I have my friends, I'll be fine." Nel cracked a small smile.
"You sure?"
Nel looked up at Orihime and tried to smile as much she could. "I'm sure."
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Grimmjow punched a hole in the wall and grunted at the little pain he felt. The pain in his heart was much more intense and from the looks of it, Ulquiorra and Stark saw that. Stark looked to Ulquiorra.
"Another fight with Nel." Ulquiorra explained. Stark nodded, realizing now.
"She told me she hates me! SHE NEVER SAID THAT SHE FUCKING HATES ME! AND YOU KNOW WHAT? I THINK SHE ACTUALLY MEANT IT! WELL SCREW HER!"
Ulquiorra shook his head in disappointment. "You idiot, go talk to her."
"Did you hear what I fucking said? She told me to leave and never come back. Screw her! I'll just get with one of the many females that've been dyin' to screw me an' be wit' me!"
Stark shook his head. "Grimmjow, do you hear yourself? You really think you're gonna find a girl that puts up with you like Nel does?"
"Hell yeah!" The icy haired gangster sounded pretty confident, when deep down, he knew he was lying. "You know how many girls are in love with gangsters?"
"Grimmjow, you and Nel have always had fights like this. What makes this so different? Tomorrow, you'll be bragging about how you two had angry sex on the stove."
Grimmjow chuckled in remembrance. After him and Nel fought, they'd make out fiercely and rip eachother's clothes off and go at it like animals all night. Angry sex=Best. Sex. Ever.
"Not this time...this time it was too much. She'll never take me back. And you know what sucks the most?"
"..." Stark and Ulquiorra stayed quiet.
"I'll be in love with that damn woman until I die."
Until he dies...aww Grimm is actually kinda cute when he's sad and vulnerable! I love it! Anyways, please R&R! Thanks!