Did you ever cry

Chapter one

Alone

"You're hurting me Ryu! Let. Go!" Sakura pulled herself away and ran to the other side of the room. He smiled darkly.

"Come on Sakura, I'm just having some fun babe." He told her. Sakura was breathing erratically. Her lip was bleeding, her shirt was torn and there was a possibility that her wrist was sprained. "Leave me alone you stupid pedophile!" she tried to get to the door but he blocked her way. "That harsh and after taking care of you for all these years. Maybe if your brother cared about you he would be here to protect you, but he's not and here I am." He grabbed her arms and threw her against the wall. She winced as she grabbed her head.

"Leave me alone or I'm going to call CPS!"

She whimpered when he pulled her up and pushed her against the wall.

"You have no case, Sakura. You've been sent to the local PsychWard before for hurting yourself after your parents died. They'll think your just trying to get attention and ignore you." He brushed her cheek with his hand. She turned her face away. "Leave me alone. I hate your fucking guts. My parents trusted you! They thought I would be safe here, I thought I'd be safe here!" she yanked herself from his grasp.

Once she was in her room, she locked the door, though it didn't help, and pulled out a picture of her family.

Her shoulders sagged as she looked at her brother.

Sasori ran away after their parents were killed in the accident. She stayed and was adopted by her father's best friend Ryu. He had never given any of them reason to believe he was a sick man, but shortly after he adopted her things started changing. He looked at her differently and made her feel uncomfortable.

Shortly after she turned thirteen, he made the first move on her. He hadn't raped her. He just touched her and soon he began beating her as well.

Sakura shook away the memories. At fifteen, he still hadn't forced her. He found he could use that to his advantage. He got her to let him do whatever he wanted as long as he didn't force her. He was ok with this agreement.

After digging around, she found her other photos as well. She choked when she found the one of her and her brother. Sakura tore the picture in half and threw it in her closet. She pulled her legs up to her head and buried her face in her knees. Maybe Ryu was right, Sasori didn't care.

At school the next day, Sakura couldn't find a shirt with long enough sleeves to cover the bruises on her forearm. She pulled a spaghetti strap top and sleeves that went above her elbows. She was a klutz so the few bruises on her upper arm were ok. She finished getting ready and grabbed her bag. She raced out the door hoping she didn't miss the bus. Their neighborhood wasn't very safe to walk around.

Ryu stepped out onto the porch.

"Your bus passed already, if that's what you were wondering."

Sakura cursed and started walking to the school. It was a good thing she knew how to get there. It was about two to three miles away.

She wanted to cry but that wouldn't help her at all. "Fuck!" she smacked her head. Ryu had set her clock back so alarm went off on the wrong time. "That asshole!" she wanted to cry. He did this to her on purpose.

She made it to school with no incident except she was an hour late.

Having only four classes made it easy to keep up, but if you're late you miss a lot of important stuff.

Sakura walked into her first hour class just as the bell rang. She walked up to Kakashi's desk.

"Mr. Hatake, sorry I missed class. My clock was set wrong."

Kakashi smiled beneath his mask, she didn't know how he got away with that but then again he got away with a lot. "Its fine Sakura, unfortunately I still have to give you detention." Sakura sighed. "Thanks Kakashi."

She was late to Anko's third hour class too. On her way to her desk, someone accidentally tripped her. There was no question about whether or not her wrist was sprained now. She stood up and walked to the teachers desk.

"Can I go to the nurses office? My wrist is feeling numb." Anko nodded.

"Tsunade can you check out my wrist? I fell in class and it feels numb."

Tsunade looked it over. And noticed the rest of the bruises. "Sakura, have been hurting yourself again? If so I'm going to-,"

"No, it's not like that. I got in a fight a few days ago that's all." She lied. "I need to get back to class." Sakura said as soon as Tsunade finished. Tsunade put her hand on her shoulder. "Sakura, if you want you can just stay here." Sakura had told Tsunade years ago about what Ryu did to her but then she hadn't believed her but the bruises were always there so she had begun to suspect something was up.

Sakura attempted a smile. "Thank you Tsunade."

Tsunade went back into her office and called Ryu.

"Ryu? Yes. This is Tsunade and I'm calling to let you know that Sakura has been sick for awhile. Would like for her to stay here or come home?" she frowned at his response. "Of course sir, I'll make sure she's ready."

She hung up. "Shizune!"

The other woman came in. "Yes?" Tsunade wiped her hand down her face. "Make sure Sakura is ready to go home." Shizune nodded and left the room. She strode over to Sakura.

"Ryu is on his way to pick you up."

Sakura paled. That could not be good, "Cant I just stay here?!" she practically shrieked. "He's going to be so mad! I don't want to go home right now!"

Shizune looked at her sadly. "I'm sorry school policy." She went back to Tsunade.

On their way home, Ryu broke the silence. "What the hell is your issue lately? Why can't you behave yourself?" Sakura glared at him. "Whats my problem?! You are my problem!!" he clenched his teeth.

"Don't you remember our agreement? Want me to back out of my side? I have no problem with that."

Sakura scoffed. "Just take me home." She turned and looked out the window.

Once they got home, Sakura ran to her room. She threw her bag on the floor and lay back on her bed.

Ryu came in after awhile. Sakura crawled off the bed and backed into the farthest corner in the room. "Don't come near me Ryu." She growled. He smirked. "And what's going to stop me? You? Didn't think so." He advanced in her direction. She pulled her knees up to her head and buried her face in her arms. Crying never helped; it actually made things worse for her because he liked hurting her. She looked up at him.

"Just leave me alone for one day Ryu! I just want one day!" she winced as his hand made contact with her face. She touched her cheek. He grabbed her non-injured arm and pulled her up. "You aren't in any position to make demands of me." Sakura fought as he pulled her towards himself. "Let go!" she grunted as she stomped on his foot. Luckily he was bare foot or that wouldn't have worked. He released her and she bolted out the door.

She didn't stop running until she ran out of breath. She walked the rest of the way to the park. She accidentally bumped into a tall, red haired boy who looked to be about one or two years older than her. He had a tattoo on his forehead

"Watch where you're going." He told her as he brushed past her. She frowned. "What a dick." She said to herself.

She sat down on a swing. Her head dropped. "Why does he do this?! How could my dad not know about him?" she got off the swing and sat at a table. She just sat there until after dark.

She must've fallen asleep because she was awakened to the sound of sirens. A police officer walked up to her.

"Are you Sakura Haruno?" he asked. She nodded. "Your guardian reported that you ran away. We're here to take you home." She shook her head.

"I don't want to go back, I really don't." she started shouting when the officer forcefully pulled her from the table.

"You're going home." He said harshly and pushed her into the car.

She tried pulling away the whole way up the drive but the officer kept a tight hold on her until they got to the door.

Ryu opened the door. "thanks officer, I was beginning to worry about her." Sakura glared at him. "Your such a fucking liar! You were just mad-," Ryu grabbed her abruptly and pushed her inside the house.

"Well Kenjin, thanks for bringing her home safe and sound. She's going through a lot right now."

Sakura, once inside, ran into the bathroom and closed the door. She was breathing heavily she looked out the bedroom window and wanted to cry as she watched the police car drive away. Ryu was going to be so mad.

As if on cue, he began banging on the door. "Open the door Sakura! I'm serious!" she couldn't feel her legs. She knew what was going to happen if she opened the door, she also knew that it would be worse if she didn't. she opened the door shakily. Ryu grabbed her by the neck and pulled her out of the bathroom. He drug her to his room.

He slammed her face against the wall. She whimpered slightly. He let go of her only to punch her in the stomach. "You stupid little bitch! Do you just go out of your way to make me look bad?!" he pushed her to the floor and started kicking her. She cried out when she heard something break. She coughed and saw blood. Not good.

He was over her in a second. She smelled alcohol on his breath. He smiled like he had a secret.

"Maybe you are just pushing it because you think I wont really go back on my part of our deal. Well I think I'm going to show you little girl." He punched her again and pulled her pants off her. She was dizzy and couldn't see straight after that hit. She tried to fight him off but he pinned her hands effortlessly.

"You're gonna wish you weren't such a smartass all the time." He tore her panties from her and pushed his finger inside.

For the first time in a long time she actually cried. And just as she thought, he liked it.

He felt himself harden as he forced another finger inside. She cried out at the pain. "Don't touch me! just leave me alone!" she wiggled away from him but he grabbed her before she could run.

"I'm not finished with you yet," he discarded his clothes quickly. He pinned her arms down and settled himself between her legs.

"This is the fun part babe, I get to make you scream." He thrusted into her. Sakura didn't know what happened. She heard herself scream, she felt the tears as they fell and she felt part of herself die away.

She didn't know it would hurt this much.

She squirmed, trying to rid the feeling of him inside of her.

"Get off me!" she screamed when he thrusted into her roughly again and again.

After awhile he came inside her. He got dressed and left the room. Sakura ran back to the bathroom and puked. She coughed and grabbed her side. It hurt so bad to vomit after having some of her ribs broken.

She rocked back and forth on her in the bathroom trying to make the feelings of pain, shock, and realization of what just happened go away.

A/N:

Well there's my first chapter of this story. let me know what you think!

Ideas are welcome.