Akaharu: Ok this is my first fic on fanfiction so please be nice.

Evil akaharu: I will except flames evilsmirk

Akaharu: Reviews would be greatly appreciated and flames will be used to burn down my school evil school or they will be ignored

Evil akaharu: but they will most likely be used to burn down my school. or to cook pop tarts GO POPTARTS! (my friend wanted me to put that )

Akaharu: This story has angst, violence, swearing, and any thing else I think off in the next 24 hours

Evil akaharu: so if you don't like this type of story than screw you and don't read it. oo

Evil akaharu: I have a theory that yaoi will one day take over the world daydreams

Akaharu: POWER TO YAOI FANGIRLS!…..wait you for got pocky..……..POWER TO THE POCKY!

Evil akaharu: XX….ok….. just get on with the story!

Disclaimer: I don't own naruto. Cuz if I did you would see a lot more sasu/naru

'thoughts'

"words"

kyubi's voice

song lyrics

Sun light spread across the room landing on the body of a blond hared teen. Naruto slowly opened his eyes groaning as he stood up pain shooting through his body. Naruto was now 15 his once blond hair was now a dirty blond, stained with blood. He had long since abandoned his orange jump suit, he now wore long black pants, and a blood red muscle shirt and a leather jacket. His eyes were no longer their joyful, happy ones he used to have but now they held pain, loneliness and despair.

Standing up Naruto studied the room he was in, the walls were white and where cracked and old, the roof had mold on it and it leaked in certain spots, the hardwood floor was stained with blood, and everything in the room had a thin layer of dust on it. A frown spread across naruto's face he would have to clean his room before Haru his foster father woke up. Naruto hated cleaning but he new if he didn't clean up this mess Haru would beat him again, he had a tendency to do that when he was drunk or when he needed to hit something.

Naruto growled he had been in 5 foster homes already in just 3 years, and every foster family he went to either hated him the first time they saw him or they made him work around the house as rent, naruto hated all the foster homes he had been to. He didn't understand why the Hokage didn't let him live alone I mean he was old enough to and he could take tare of him self damn it. But no he had to be stuck in all these fucking foster homes.

Naruto snapped out of his thoughts when he heard footsteps on the floor outside his room 'Haru must be awake' thought Naruto with any luck Haru would pass out on the couch, and sure enough the sound of something hard hitting the floor was heard. Naruto peered out of his room sensing the coast was clear he creped down the hall to the living room he peered around the door to the living room and sure enough there was Haru passed out on the couch like Naruto had predicted. 'fucking asshole he gets drunk yells at me for no reason now he's passed out on the couch' thought Naruto angrily to himself if Haru was in a bad mood he would probably beat Naruto again like he had the night before