disclaimer:I dont own twilight :'(

Not for Edward lovers

Go team wolf pack!


Bella's pov

"Bella! where the fuck is my dinner?" Oh No what is he doing home so early I groaned.

I looked at my sons on the floor playing with their toys and smiled. If it wasn't for them I wouldn't have a reason to live. My mother and step-dad died in a car accident and my dad got shot during a bank robbery.

"Bella!"he screamed angrily.

"Sam take your brothers upstairs and do not come out until morning OK"i say getting up and picking up their toys quickly.

"Mommy" I look down at my son Seth and see the curiosity in his eyes.

"Go with your brother and stay quiet," I told them and as they climbed the stairs.

"Bella!" he screamed again even angrier than before.

"I'm sorry honey I was putting the kids to sleep," I say in themost sweetest voice I could manage.

"I don't give a fuck about those brats and never will,now where is the fuck is my dinner?" he asked sitting down at the table.

"right here," I say getting it from the oven and sitting it down in front of him.

"Well, finally, you actually do something right for once," he said chucklingdarkly. I nodded my head in agreement and waitedfor him to get done.

"I'm going out for a drink," he said and got up from the table and went into the livingroom. I followed behind him to make sure he locks the door this time.

"I want this place clean by the time I get home" was the last thing he said before he went out the door. I leaned against the door and locked it.I then looked out the window and watch his car drive away.

As the car disappeared into the dark,crispy night, I went back into the kitchen and clean up a bit before heading I passed by the boy's room I took a quick peek were all past out on the floor in a close circle. I quietly creeped into the room and picked up the boys one by one putting them into their beds. As I finished tucking them all in I quietly retreated from the room and closed the door. I walked the rest of the way back to my room and then flopped onto the bed. I was extremely tired after all the work with the kid,cleaning,and cooking. I eventually got up and walked into the bathroom clean myself up. When I began taking off my clothes I looked at the scars all over my back on the mirror. I stepped into the nice, warm shower and let myself relax. I looked at the scars that were visible on my arm and the night slowly came back to me.

Edward and I have been married for over a year and I was pregnant with Sam.I was busy making dinner when Edward came in drunk afterpartying with his friends.

"Bellsys, come here babe" he said stumbling into the kitchen.

he wrapped his arm around me and leaned my head onto my shoulder and inhaled deeply.

"Babe, you smell so good" he said stopping in between words. he turned me around and began greedily kissing me.I pushed him away because we couldn't have sex due to my pregnancy.

He then slapped me across the face hardmaking me drop to the floor at impact.

"You bitch, you never deny me!" he screamed at me.

He then reached for a knife and sliced at my arm and then left me bleeding on the cold,hard floor gasping in pain.

I shook my head erasing the thought and continued my shower. I then got out and dry myself off and began covering my scars with cream so that they aren't as visible.

After that I got in my night gown and got into bed. I quickly fell into a dark,dreamless slumber without a single distraction.


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