A/N: Just got back from hiatus. Got a new fandom. Don't start bashing me, just yet.

This is dedicated to Zerogoki00's Ike Len Ka video. :] (I made a mistake about lordxville)

Remember me

Nonsense and everything in between

I will always remember you and our love because you were the first person that I made a promise with a smile.

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I knew that our relationship wouldn't work out.

I knew that our love was going to go well.

He was too innocent; too pure for someone like me.

I was really lucky to have him; he was mature enough to understand my childishness and me.

I was scared of what people might think about me whose lover was a mere fourteen year old boy, I was scared about people hurting him.

I should have known that other people were jealous of me because I had you. The way they looked at me when we hold each other's hand was pure envy.

I was selfish, wanting you for myself.

I knew that you were possessive and that made me feel appreciated.

You are my world, but sometimes I feel that I'm not good enough. Not good enough for you.

I never doubted you; I knew that I was enough for you.

Still I feel anxious about our relationship.

Even after all we've been through, I'm still scared that you would leave me.

I knew that sometime, I had to let you go.

I hoped that we should stay together forever.

I want to spend my life with you.

But everything between us came to a close, didn't it?

I love you; so I had to let you go.

Was our love not enough? Not strong enough?

I want things to go back to where they were before.

I want to hear your voice.

I want to hold your hand.

I miss you.

I need you.

But, you deserved more.

I want you to lead a normal life.

I want you to marry and have children, like any normal man.

I want you to be strong.

I want you to show your true self to others.

Yet, I want you to be mine and mine alone.

My feelings for you will never change.

My heart will belong to you forever.

I want you to remember our love.

I want you to remember our memories.

I want you to remember my love.

I want you to…

Remember me.

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And somehow, I just knew that I had to meet you and I did. And I was thankful. I will remember you and that would have made you happy, wouldn't it?

End

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Afterword: The first part (the italic part) is a lyric from the song 'Me Me She' by RADWIMPS. Hope you enjoyed my lack of imagination. Please do leave reviews. :]

Oh, and yes. The first sentence is Kaito's thought and the second is Len's. Everything falls in order eventually, I hope. Like: Kaito-Len-Kaito-Len. Bold letters are thoughts that they share together. Guess whose line is the last part. :]

Update: Since I received feedback about the difficulty of understanding the'Kaito-Len-Kaito' pattern, I decided to edit this story. :]

Special thanks to the following authors that took pity on my story by reviewing it:

Suki Doll; OnigiRami; Zairal.

Thank you guys.