Sorry this is so short. But I just wrote this out of the blue. This is in Fabian's P.O.V., and this is his collections of poems when Nina died. (In my story she did). Some rhyme and some don't. Anyway, enjoy! This is dedicated to Curious. Panther. 87 for being awesome! Check out her new story. =]
Disclaimer: I don't own HOA nor any ideas how to do a funny disclaimer today.
Was this real?
Is this hate I feel?
Was this fate?
Why was it filled with so much anger and hate?
Could life be gone?
What did I ever do wrong?
He was the only one who died.
But I wasn't the only one who cried.
I was lucky enough to love.
It was a gift from above.
We used to sneak up to the attic at night.
I always blushed near you.
Even when we brushed hands, I felt sparks.
But I just passed it off, hoping you wouldn't notice.
Now you're gone.
I never got to say goodbye, never got to ask for a dance.
Never got to tell you what 'stepping out' means.
Never got to feel my first kiss.
It was over.
Just yesterday you were mine.
We all felt fine.
Today, you're gone for good.
I promised I would never forget you,
And I never could.
