italien - lyricks

im only writing this once - Im NOT stephanie Meyer. If i were i wouldn't be writing here...

i would be writing more books in the twilight saga

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Twilight - One of the boys

- chapter 1 - One of the boys

If I had known my bestfriend would just show up with his girlfriend like that in his livingroom. I would have told him before about my big selfish secret.
Why haven't I told him you might think.
Well, BECAUSE HE IS MY FREAKING BESTFRIEND! I don't want to loose him, I will gladly suffer,if it means there I have to hide my feelings, as long as I can be together with him…..i think

Right now im sitting here staring out the window- watching the rain,
yeh I know, rain here in forks, who would have thought?
- the pain was worse than ever, because now, I had no chanses to win him back at all.

You want to know why im sitting here, feeling like an retarded idiot?

Well, here it is;

Bella 4th class

I was moving to Froks from phoenix, because my mom had married phill.
Not because I hate him, because I don't, he is very kind and he's doing my mother well. But phill is traveling the whole time, and my mom is stuck here with me,
and I can see that she is lonely without phill. So I sent myself here, to Forks, in Washington. I'm not alone anyways, Im living with my dad; Charlie.

My first day at school started with a lot of blushing and tripping.
What could I say? I'm born a klutz.
I got all kinds of stares the whole day, a few people asked about my name, and I had to correct the most of them "its Bella, not Isabella"
a few persons actually asked me a few questions, like " how do you like it here?" someone named Erik asked, -he reminded me of a chess player, 'chess Erik' - or my favorite " so, I guess you're the new girl" some creepy stalker asked me, duh, im the only new person here! But he were very kind and showed me the class rooms and giving me a tour. He was actually kind of sweet… but still; a creepy stalker…

People here was very close here, its seemed pretty hard to become friends with someone who have known each other since birth.
I just hoped I would find someone who would invtite me to their lunch table.

The day went by quick, and mike was around me the whole time, it was kind of sweet.
My 5th and last period for the day, I was seated next to a very cute girl on my length and raven black shoulder length hair.
She greated me with a cute smile, and a big hug.
I just looked shocked at her, but she just giggled "I'm Alice, and I have a feeling that we are going to be very good friends!"
I just stared at her, but ended up with a goofy grin on my face, and nodded.
"please excuse my sister, sometimes I think she's mental-" but before he could continue his sentence, the girl, Alice, whacked him playfully on his arm.
He had those most amazing eyes ive ever seen.A deep green color and I was just to lost in them. He gave me to most breath taking smile ive ever seen; a crooked grin. He ran his fingers through his hair " hey there bella" I blushed a deep red, and my eyes wandered over to his hair. It was in a; just-rolled-out-off-bed look. I was so lost in thoughts when I felt a tap- or death grip- on my shoulder and when I turned around, I saw a blond girl in a see through blouse and a mini skrit.

"hey, new girl, My name Lauren, like you totally already knew" -what was the worst part? Her bad English grammar, or her high pitchy voice?
I just shrugged and turned around to continue my chat with the siblings, later i found out that they were twins. Thats when I heard her pitchy voice again.
"like, Ewwww! Its like tottaly a spider here, get it away, plese helpe me, someone, kill it! Ewwww!"
she was jumping around, and her voice made my ears bleed.
"shut up! my ears are bleeding, and its just a spider, calm down girl!"
Lauren -who had stopped jumping around, with some tissues sticking out of her bra- was just staring at me, and so were the rest of the class.
I blushed and looked down on my shoes, I picked up the spider and let it out the window-
just when a big grizzley sized boy stod in the classroom, with a booming laugh.
On my way back, I tripped – yes over air- and almost fell over the boy with the piercing green eyes, when he wrapped his arms around me, and putted me in his lap.
"Lauren, it was just a tiny spider! It's a lot more things that are more dangerous than that!" the boy boomed,
Lauren putted a hand on her hip, "like, what?" she began tapping her foot on the floor, waiting for an explenation.
"I can belch the alphabet, just don't double-dog-dare me!"
he grinned widly, as Lauren ran out of the class, with a screaming "like, ewwww!" probably off to do something about the tissues problem.

I forgot there I was sitting in the boys lap , when emmett commented it, and I blushed and stood up to fast got dizzy, and tripped over my feets this time, and once again he wrapped his hands around my waist, and dragged me down to his lap. Lets just sey, a tomato would be jealous of my color.

"im, im so sorry, im such a klutzl, and-" he cutt me off, " no problem at all, by the way, im Edward" he gave me a breath taking crooked grin, and helped me up, " want to join us for lunch?" I thought I was going to drown in his eyes, but I managed to nod, and he dragged me off after my hand.

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Katy perry – one of the boys

I saw a spider, I didn't scream

'Cause I can belch the alphabet, just double-dog-dare me

And I chose guitar over ballet

And I take these suckers down, 'cause they just get in my way

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That day, Edward, Emmett and alice introduced me to the Hales twins; Rosalie- who wouldent stop glaring daggers att me. And Jasper- a calm looking guy. Both of them had beautiful blond hair.
That was how I got to know them all, and for the first time, I had real friends. We talked about everything, I have never talked as much in my whol life, as that time.

Flashback ended

I remember when I told them about my lifelong kluzyness, and when my mom dragged me to ballet school, to make my balance better.
I was beggeing her not to send me there, im not the ballet type.
In the end, I ended up with a guitar from my granddad we found, and since I was 6, I played the guitar.
But I did not tell them about all of the lyricks I have in my room, that's my secret. But not anymore, Edward knew after 8th grade.

The way you look at me

Is kinda like a little sister

Rubbed by your goodbyes

And it leaves me nothing but blisters

It was fine with me that jasper and Emmett saw me like a little sister, but Edward, I hoped he saw me more like a best friend.
And that's how I saw him to, until I fell in love. Of course I fell in love with him, the whole school had.
How could Edward possible feel the same way, when I came in those big t-shirts, and my knee length shorts?
Alice, Edward and I grew very close over the years, we were always together. jasper and Emmett, who was one years older, was with us as often as possible, Rosalie is another chapter for her self, im still a bit afraid of her.

So I don't wanna be one of the boys, one of your guys

Just give me a chance to prove to you tonight

That I just wanna be one of the girls

Pretty in pearls, not one of the boys

I changed a little bit, who doesn't over the years? I still loved sweatpants and big t-shirts, but if I wear a big t-shit, ill sometimes use my skinny jeans that alice brought me (yes she buys me things all the time, even though I refuse) And when I use my sweatpants, I wear a tranktop, but of course my big-t shirt over. Does that make sens to you?
I just like walking in comfortable clothes, not miniskirts and revealing topps. Its just who I am.
If alice had gotten her will, something like this would have happened;

So over summer, something changed

I started reading "Seventeen" and shaving my legs,

And I study "Lolita" religously.

And I walked right into school and caught you staring at me

So not going to happened,
if he ever wants me, I will want him to want the real me, understandable?

I wanna be a flower, not a dirty weed

I wanna smell like roses, not a baseball team

And I swear maybe one day

You're gonna wanna make out, make out, make out with me

Okey, I know the end was a bit OOC for me, but hey! A girle can have dreams, right?

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AN:

SORRY FOR BAD ENGLISH AND GRAMMAR

this was just some kind of a info chapter,
so you know a little bit more about how they became friends and so on

next is about their friendship growing and a little bit fluff but also her pain

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i need a person who can edit my story

please tell me, if you want to

-ida