If You Could See Me Now

by TheEyeOfThePheonix

If you somehow could see me now, how would you react? I know you will never see because i don't expect you to return. Future verse Rated T to be safe

AN: Inspired by The Script's If you could see me now. This is an AU poem in a way. Three uploads in three days, a record for me. R&R please.

Disclaimer: I still don't own Merlin.

If You Could See Me Now

I like to think that the moon is there even if I am not looking at it

-Albert Einstein

And I smoke, and I drink and I have been known to dabble in drugs, I wonder if you could see me now, what would you think of me?

For, when did I ever do that stuff when you were around?

It's okay; I don't expect you to understand. It's okay; I don't expect you to return, not really. Even though he told me you would.

But you did. You're here and you don't look in disgust. You have pity on your face, you pity me.

But then Gwaine, he's back with us as well; he comes and talks to you. That's when you come and pat me on the back; you can't stand to be near me as you take a step back.

"Alright, Idiot!?"

But you can.