Neji frowned as
he began his trip back to the Hyuuga house, agitated, annoyed, and in
utter mental pain. It wasn't that he minded being a jounin, no, not
that at all. It was the fact that he hated children, and that he was
getting assigned to three snot-nosed brats the next morning. He
wanted to stand up to the Hokage and say straight to her face, How
can I help them? They arent even from the Hyuuga clan! But being the
respectful, stoic, young man that he was, Neji wasnt going to do
that.
No, there were other ways to complain. His ways to complain.
Like torturing Hinata. But it wasn't like he could actually DO that.
Because if he DID try to do THAT, the irritating, green, cursed mark
on his forehead would start stinging and making a little Eee noise
that annoyed him down to hell, and then this would make his killing
intent for the Head Family worse, which would make the mark hurt
more, and so on and so on. A never ending cycle of pain for poor
Neji.
But still.
Hinata.
She hadn't been on his mind lately,
with all of the A-Rank missions and all, but she had wormed her way
into his thoughts that evening, and now he was stuck thinking about
her. What was so great about HER? She was weak; he was strong. She
was shy and meek, while he was cool and collected (Well, he lost his
cool once in the Chuunin exams, but we dont need to talk about that).
So why wasn't he the superior one. Why wasnt HE the one that was
referred to as sama? Why wasnt HE the heir to the Hyuuga clan?
Neji
realized that, while walking, his fists had curled so that his
fingernails were digging deeply into his flesh, and any moment now he
expected to see blood dripping down onto his knuckles. Slowly, he
unlatched his claws from his palms and drew in a deep breath. His
anger ceased, but his thoughts still lingered about Hinata.
Nejis
mind wandered back to when he had been a Genin, and when he had
trained with Hiashi. And what Hiashi, the leader of Hyuuga clan, had
said
"If Hinata were here, I would ask you to watch over
her," Hiashi said.
"What? Hinata-Sama?" Neji
responded, obviously surprised.
"It would help you with your
training." Hiashi stood up and placed his cup of tea on the
tray, and then stalked away without another word.
Watchover
Nejis
frown deepened. What had Hiashi meant when he had said that? Had he
actually expected HIM to protect Hinata? His arch foe. Hyuuga Hinata
of the Head Family?
As. If.
Sighing, Neji shifted the leather
pack on his back that held some paperwork he had to fill out that
night. Oh joy. Fun, fun. In no hurry to get home, Neji took slow,
paced steps, and his wits were still off wondering about Hinata.
She
had always had this crush on a blonde, whom he considered dumb, hyper
boy named Naruto, who was sadly now the only Genin of the original
rookies of the Chuunin exams. Neji, TenTen, and Lee weren't rookies,
but it had been their first time taking the exam.
Sadly, however,
Naruto had defeated him in the main matches with a basic technique.
Thats what constant babbling had gotten Neji, and he had gotten a
lecture about drop-outs in return. Then again, his losing had earned
him the truth about the fate of his father. So, it had been a
win-lose situation.
Neji paused; he had arrived at his
destination, the two gates that read Hyuuga towering above him. He
took a few steps forward, and pushed the doors open with ease. In
front of him was a large training platform that led to the main
house, and onward from there the smaller wings and gardens.
The
brown-haired Hyuuga removed his shoes before getting onto the walkway
that encircled the platform, only to hear a faint weeping. He ignored
it at first, assuming it was Hanabi or a younger child that was tired
of training and needed a break. But the closer he got to his room,
the louder the crying became, and Neji was able to tell that he or
she was older than twelve, at least.
Although uninterested, he
didnt want to put up with whimpering and listening to a sob-story
about Hiashi's hard training and no time to catch my breath at all
tales on the way to his room. So in the end, out of sheer boredom and
irritation; Neji activated his bloodline.
Byakugan!
Neji easily
spotted the source, but it was hard to believe.
It was Hinata.
And
she was right in his pathway to his room. Oh, what a glorious,
peaceful night this had turned out to be. But still, it bothered him
that Hinata was crying. The Byakugan couldn't tell what she was
crying over; it could only outline her shape. And sure, Hinata was
shy and considered feeble, but she was fifteen and rarely cried.
Neji
deactivated the Byakugan, exhaled, and continued towards his room.
Ten steps until Hinata. Eight steps. Six steps. Four steps.
Nejis
eyes widened at the site before him.
Hinata's small shoulders were
shaking uncontrollably, and she had a blue ribbon tied tightly around
her throat, which was an obvious clue that she was attempting
suicide. Her hands, also trembling, were clasped around the ends,
ready to pull and strangle the girl to her death.
"Hinata-Sama.
Please do not do that in front of me. I was told to protect
you."
Hinata let go of the ribbon, and she quickly turned to
look at Neji. "Neji-nii-san! "She paused and stared at him
for a moment. "I-Im sorry. I-I t-thought you werent going to be
h-home." Hinata's body racked with sobs, and her voice was
smaller than usual.
Neji was on full alert. What had caused this?
Had she been abused? Physically? Emotionally? His mind raced, and his
heart was pounding rapidly. If something happened to her, he and the
other members of the Branch Family would be severely punished.
"What
happened?" He demanded, not bothering to use honorifics.
Hinata
had stopped crying for a moment, but her eyes welled up with tears
again, and they spilled over her already red face.
Neji nodded
with patience, but it was thinning quickly. His hatred for the Head
Family had begun to burn again at the thought of punishment, and he
didnt want to lose control agian.
"I-Its Naruto-kun."
She managed to sputter, "I-I saw him. He was with S-Sasuke, and
they were, w-were," Hinata was sobbing now, and her face was
buried in her hands.
Neji grabbed her left arm roughly, his normal
personality taking over. "I cant hear you if your face is in
your arms," He said, but his deep tone made it sound more like
an order. Now, what were they doing?
Hinata bit her lip, trying to
hold back the tears. "K-k-kiss..". Neji nodded impatiently.
"K-k-kiss" Hinata was stuttering horribly, "K-k-kissing!"
A loud sob made her cough and Neji let go of her arm, only to let
Hinata cover her face again.
"I-I thought I could improve
myself. Make myself better. So that Naruto-kun would n-notice me
more." Hinata sniffed, "B-but I wasn't good enough!"
Neji
brow furrowed. Isnt Sasuke a missing nin? Unless He shuddered inside
his mind. It wasnt the first time he had seen two boys. In fact, he
had seen the Kazekage Gaara and Rock Lee only a few nights before.
Neji took a seat next to Hinata, trying to sort out what had happened
so far. Why did this effect Hinata so much? She had known that Naruto
had liked Sakura so much, and this didnt seem much different.
"Why
are you so upset? He liked Sakura, didnt he?" Neji couldn't
understand. There was a new feeling in his chest. It couldnt be. But
was it..? Sympathy?
"Y-yeah. But this is different,"
Hinata squeaked, "If Naruto-kun loves a b-boy, that makes me,"
She swallowed, "L-lower than that I'm not worth
anything."
Neji's eyes broadened noticeably. He had thought
that Hinata had gained much more self confidence, but this seemed to
have downgraded it to nothing. He remained silent. What word had she
used? If Naruto loves a boy. Love, he had forgotten about that. Neji
could barely remember the meaning of the word. The last time he had
loved was when his father was still alive. His mouth tightened at
this memory, but he shook it off.
"Hinata-Sama," Neji
looked at the floor. His hand was considerably close to Hinata's;
perhaps he should place his hand on hers to make her feel better? But
what if she took it the wrong way? And..Then..Well, he didn't want to
think about that.
Ignoring temptation, Neji withdrew his hand from
the ground and ran it through his hair, gazing at Hinata with new
interest. His eyes stopped on her eyes, in which lavender met
lavender. Neji looked away quickly, embarrassed by the surprise eye
contact.
Hinata was still crying, but softer now, and her
trembling had almost stopped completely. But not for long. Her brain
told her over and over, You aren't good enough. No one likes you.
Don't you realize that? You don't deserve to live, you pathetic
excuse for a Hyuuga clan member! Hinata rolled her tongue around in
her mouth, catching an occasional glance of Neji. Neji hated her; she
knew that. And how did she know everyone else didn't? Her eyes became
wet again, and she slowly picked up the ribbon.
"N-no one
likes me," She murmured so that she thought only she could
hear." N-no one"
Hinata placed it behind her neck, one
end in each hand. Twisting it around her neck and ready to pull,
Hinata took one long look at Neji. She thought it would be the last
person she saw. No one likes.......
Hinata swallowed, and when she
assumed Neji wasn't paying attention, tugged as hard as she could,
and would hold it there
Two hands, both larger than hers, made her
drop the ribbon, and pulled her closer to their body. Realizing it
was Neji, she tried to draw back, but his grip was strong. He pulled
her against him so that their mouths were brushing against each
others cheeks, and what Hinata heard made her cheeks flush visibly
pink.
"I like you," Neji said....
To Be Continued.....
