I'm sorry about before on this story... Don't know what happened... Anyway here's chapter number one!... Again!...
P.s: I've changed it... It's rated M now
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I fucking hate My life. This is all HIS falut. If HE didnt meet My mom, me and My sister would be back home in out rooms by now. I fucking hate My mom too. How dare she pick her fat slob of a husband over me! Her own fucking daughter then send me off to go live with her old bag of a mother. Did i mention i fucking HATE my life?
Hi, im Imogen Swan ive just truned 15 and right now on a plane on my way to Forks to live with my dad because suprise, suprise! my grams didnt want me but then again WHO does?
It all started back in Arizona when i was 14. Me and my older sister Bella could see How loney and depressed our mom was getting and encourged her to start dateing again. Anyway to cut a long stort short she started seeing this guy called Phill. I didnt like him. But my mom did and all i wanted was her happy. A year later they Were married. Me and Phill never got on. We always argued about stuiped stuff. This led to me aruging with my mom.
One day i came in late. Phill was away and it was just me, Bella and my mom.
"Where have you been?" She said her voice horse, raspy shed been crying
"Out with friends" i repiled pulling down my sleve covering up the needle holes in my arm
"Which Friends?" What was this? A prison?
"I dont know... Jenny" i lied. I was a better liar than my sister.
"I called Jennys house... She hasnt seen you all day" i froze
"I do have more than One friend you know." I headed for the stairs
"Whats this?" I truned and sighed
"Whats What?" I gasped. In my Moms hand she held a needle. My needle. Shit
"Phill found this under your bed... Care to share?"
"Why the fuck was he in my room?!"
"That doesnt matter. What matters i-" i cutt her off
"Yes it does! Think about it mom! Why would i take drugs? He probally put it there! And your going to belive him over your own daughter!" She was taken back
"Phill wouldnt do that! He loves you like his own daughter!".She started to cry
"No. He Loves Bella like his own daughter! Not me! He hates me. Thinks i ruin everything, when in reality hes the One ruining things! I mean look at us mom! we never used to argue! But since you too got married its like you dont have time for me any more! Only Bella and him!" It was harsh i know. But i cant go on living like this
"Thats not true! I love you! You know that!" But...
"But not as much as him!" She was speachless thats when i knew i was right
"See" i said before running to my room and slaming my door. I headed stright to my bathroom and picked up a razor and started cutting. Not too deep but deep enough. Untill i hear a soft nocking on my bathroom door. It put me off consontration and i cut a little too deep
"Go away!" I screamed trying to stop the bleeding
"Imogen? Its me Bella let me in?"
Then i realised somthing... The door isnt locked... I instently run to go lock it but its too late... She already opened the door. I freeze and look down at the blood pouring out from my arm. Bella gaspes.
"Help me" are the last words out of my mouth.