You run home crying.

You scream at your parents to leave you alone.

You jump onto your bed and cry into your pillow until you fall asleep.


You walk through the hallways, trying to avoid seeing his face.

Then you see him, and your heart shatters more when you see he is laughing with another girl.

The other girl sees you and you glare at her.

You turn and run to the girl's room.


"Jade?" Your mother opens your bedroom door a little.

You throw a pillow at the door and scream.

Why don't they understand! You just want to be alone.


You pick up your phone and see a picture of you and him.

Tears form in your eyes and you throw your phone at the wall.


It's been days since the break-up.

Your heart is still broken but he's got himself another girlfriend.

You hate her guts.

You imagine her dying in every possible way.


Your parents send you to the guidance counselor's office.

You stay silent through the whole session.

You only glare and roll your eyes.


You sit in your room, cutting his face out of every picture of him you have.

Tears stain your eyes and sheets.

You look at the sharp edge of the scissors and think about cutting your wrist.

You imagine the blood gushing out of cut.

You smile a little.

"Jade? Are you okay?"

"Yeah." You call to your mother.

You wipe the tears from your eyes.


You wake up at midnight and pull out a pair of scissors.

You get out of bed and leave your room.

As you walk down the hall towards the bathroom you think of all the happy moments you had with him.

You quicken your pace and soon you're inside the bathroom.

You start a bath and hope your parents don't wake up.

When the tub is full you remove your clothes and climb into the water.

You open the scissors and place the sharp point to the skin of your wrist.

You slowly carve a B.

Then you carve an E.

A C follows after.

The top layer of water is already red.

You watch, with blurry eyes, as your blood enters the water.

With shaking hands, you carve a K.

Then you lean your head back.

You watch the ceiling spin as your blood starts to run low.

You're surrounded in red stained water.

You slowly close your eyes as you think about your parents finding you in the morning.

You smile weakly at what they'll read.

BECK.

Then you grow cold as your heart stops beating.