Never Look Back

In an eternity where the light never shines,

We are given a choice.

A choice to decide who we are.

As my helpless nights dreaming are forever my reality,

I can only hope that you'll be there

Guiding,

Protecting,

And loving me.

I'm stuck with the choice of two.

The two I know I cannot live one day without them breathing on my heart.

My broken soul.

Which one makes me whole?

One

Or

The other?

They both have captured my heart in their graceful webs.

Only leaving me to see

I'm stuck with The Choice.

It shines with the happiness it may bring to my eyes

Yet it drowns in all despair it shall with hold on my heart.

I shall never hurt,

Never cry.

I leave this place

As it is no longer my safe harbor.

Running never stopping

I will not bring pain and anger to their eyes.

All I have left to do is leave.

Never looking back onto

This painful chance of fate.

One choice.

Two I love.

I vanish, feeling broken once more.