Author's note: Many thanks to Spooks fanfic "Asylum"! That incredible fanfic brought me out
of my several months long funk. I hadn't had the time or desire to read or write much of
anything. I blame the ongoing pressures of school and the fact that my dream of being a
streetracer ( a la Initial D ) has been crushed due to the awful fact that I am a bloody
bad driver. The irony is painful. Anyway! Again, many thanks. I wrote this last night as I
was watching Endless Waltz, the movie version, for the millionth time ^^; Heero and Relena
oriented! I don't and I do support the couple. It's a growing controversy in my heart,
especially to such a yaoi fan as me. Enjoy! C & C is greatly appreciated!
---So Far Away---
Cling to your insecurities, fade into the skies
Run away from those who care, uttering their lies
Shun humanity before it can turn away
Kill the warmness in your heart before it may learn to stay
Laughter died out with the offering of a flower
Recurring in my memory- hour after hour
I regret my existance, a sole weapon of war
Everything I come to touch has come undone and tore
Tell me what you will, depend on me if you must
Control me with your eyes, try to gain my trust
Silent as the darkness, stealthy as the night
To all a perfect soldier for such a faulty fight
Wings ablaze, the battle in my eyes
Steady as your confidence, as your ideal dies
And I will surely follow, emotions deep inside
What I believed to be true will run away and hide
Please set me free of your delusions
And as I escape your intrusions
Understand that in the end
It will only be peace that I defend
Though I will never be programmed as you see
I wish to be let go, I desire to be free
One day I too will find peace, so please pray
Hoping to be a normal person in time's distance . . .
So far away
of my several months long funk. I hadn't had the time or desire to read or write much of
anything. I blame the ongoing pressures of school and the fact that my dream of being a
streetracer ( a la Initial D ) has been crushed due to the awful fact that I am a bloody
bad driver. The irony is painful. Anyway! Again, many thanks. I wrote this last night as I
was watching Endless Waltz, the movie version, for the millionth time ^^; Heero and Relena
oriented! I don't and I do support the couple. It's a growing controversy in my heart,
especially to such a yaoi fan as me. Enjoy! C & C is greatly appreciated!
---So Far Away---
Cling to your insecurities, fade into the skies
Run away from those who care, uttering their lies
Shun humanity before it can turn away
Kill the warmness in your heart before it may learn to stay
Laughter died out with the offering of a flower
Recurring in my memory- hour after hour
I regret my existance, a sole weapon of war
Everything I come to touch has come undone and tore
Tell me what you will, depend on me if you must
Control me with your eyes, try to gain my trust
Silent as the darkness, stealthy as the night
To all a perfect soldier for such a faulty fight
Wings ablaze, the battle in my eyes
Steady as your confidence, as your ideal dies
And I will surely follow, emotions deep inside
What I believed to be true will run away and hide
Please set me free of your delusions
And as I escape your intrusions
Understand that in the end
It will only be peace that I defend
Though I will never be programmed as you see
I wish to be let go, I desire to be free
One day I too will find peace, so please pray
Hoping to be a normal person in time's distance . . .
So far away