What I Want the Most
The same reason I like Bella Swan is also the reason I hate her. And that reason is Renesmee. Bella didn't even want a kid as a human, she only wanted to be a vampire and be with Edward forever. Everything I wanted, Bella had it. She could have a baby and she was human I wanted both so much. I tried to make her see but she didn't realize what she was giving up, and if she did she didn't care.
I have always wanted a child, ever since I was a little girl I figured I would grow up and have babies. But I have never really wanted one so much until I meet Vera's bouncing baby boy, Henry. His curly dark hair and framed his face angelically and he was the most adorable thing I had ever seen. I knew right then and there I wanted a child more than anything, someone who I could raise and would look like Royce and I. All of my dreams were shattered when I was turned into a vampire. I wish Carlisle had just left me to die.
When Bella became pregnant I was insanely jealous, but I also saw the opportunity and I jumped at it. Bella wanted to keep the baby, Edward did not. So I stood up for her and I helped her making sure the baby got everything it needed to survive, even if it killed Bella in the process.
I would get to be a mother though, that was how I justified killing my brother's soul mate in my mind. Or at least help raise a baby as his or her aunt. That was the most I could ask for now. I knew if Bella died from the baby Edward would go and try to kill himself but I wanted a baby more then I cared about Edward dying.
She lived though, and so did little Renesmee. Right after her birth I held her in my arms and felt the greatest joy and pain I had know in my entire existence. Joy because of the amazing little girl in my arms, I felt pain because the child was not my own and would never be mine. There would have been tears in my eyes if I could cry, tears of happiness or pain I still don't know.
The mutt had to come ruin my moment though. As Bella's heartbeat wavered upstairs Jacob was walking out the door and out of our lives forever. I monetarily stopped my cooing then and I held Renesmee above my head as she giggled. It was supposed be a reminder to him that I had won, he had lost, and there was nothing he could do about it. Nothing he could do except imprint on her.
Bella lived however and Renesmee had her family and every last one of us adores her. I am still insanely jealous the Bella got to be a vampire like she wanted and have a gorges baby girl.
I would do anything for a child of my own; after all I was willing to let my brother and sister die so I could raise their child myself. I would give up anything and everything -even Emmett, my soul mate- to have a little baby. Does that make me a bad person? Maybe it does, but I don't care.
AN: This is my second fan fiction and i hoped you like it just a little insight to Rosalie's mind and what she may have thought about Bella and Renesmee. I came up with it at 2 in the morning. please leave a comment saying what you thought.