I watched as the coffin was lowered six feet under. The love of my life locked away from me forever. I always thought that we would go down kicking and screaming. I mean we because if one of us dies, both of us dies. It's like we are each other's other part. We can't live without the other. I felt my eye sight get blurry. I told myself I wouldn't cry. I've already sobbed…for days.
We didn't even have time for the 'until death do us part!'. Yeah. That's right. We were on our way to our wedding. We were only blocks away. We were riding together. Even though the bride and groom aren't supposed to see each other until the ceremony, we couldn't help it. So we were turning the corner when a motorcycle came and ran into the side of the limo. I know, totally Princess Diana. So we were both sent to hospital. We were both sent into comas. I came out of mine.
So now I'm on the ground. The rest of the Flock left a few minutes ago. To leave me to my mourning. Sobbed racked my body as I read the tomb stone again. We got it placed so that when I die, dare I say, it be very long, I could be right there beside it.
I closed my eyes and tried to block out all the memories of us. When we decided to get married. When we first started going out. The more I tried to not think about it the more I cried.
I tried getting up, but managed to just fall over again. Gosh, I'm pathetic. I couldn't help it any more. I started to yell,
"WHY?! WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME?! I LOVE YOU! I love you…" I ended up whispering.
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About an hour later I was finally got home. I changed, and lay down on our bed –my bed, now. Yes we had shared a bed. And I cried. I had gone though so many pillows in the last week.
"Um," Iggy said shyly. Coming into my room.
"What?!" I snapped.
"Supper's ready." He said quickly before rushing out of the room.
I didn't go. I didn't really eat now a days. I was getting skinny. Well, skinnier. Yeah, I know, I have a death wish.
At about 1245, I went out to the grave yard. I took out the note that I found when I got out of the hospital. This is what it said,
I will always be by your side. Don't ever doubt that. I love you.
I took out the pencil I brought and wrote out underneath it,
Without you, there is no me. I love you more.
I put the paper in my left hand and drew out the knife in my right. I brought it to my chest. I easily slid it through my skin. Puncturing my heart. I screamed out. I was draped over the grave. My last words were,
"I can't live without you
I love you, Max."
Then I died.
Alright. Totally morbid. Don't worry, I am not emo. I am a happy person. I was just feeling…weird. I don't know. I miss all my friends…but I wont kill myself. This is only a oneshot. I will not be continuing. I mean what else is there to put in?
Iggy: *crying* Oh…no! No way! This is so…s-sad!
Me: *pats his back* It's okay, Ig. It's okay.