ALREADY GONE
Ugh. Mikan… where are you? Where the **** are you? Why did you just suddenly disappear like that? Natsume thought in frustration. After mustering so much courage to confess to her, she just… disappeared… like that…
Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Mikan stared at the troubled boy from behind the Sakura Tree. A petal fell into her hand. She thought of how… that time… Natsume grabbed a bunch of fallen petals, took it back home and pasted them into a card, "I love you…"
Even with our fists held high
It never would've worked out right
We were never meant for do or die
Natsume pulled his hair, wondering where his beloved was. His mikan… This school… this hellhole. They just had to send her on this mission. And then, she never came back… all because, she didn't want me to go. But she promised! She promised she would come back! Mikan… she lied.I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hold you, now I can't stop
I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone
"Mikan, she lied…" Mikan read using her mind reading alice. Big fat teardrops tumbled down her cheeks. She did not lie, she did not pick to be born special. She… she… wanted to go back. To Natsume's side.
Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you want to cry
"Natsume, I'm not worth it. Go find another. Someone that won't make you cry…" Mikan thought.
Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so, I love you enough to let you go
Her smile… her laugh… her eyes, Natsume could not forget. He really wanted her back, back in his arms, his embrace…
I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone
"Natsume, forget about me. Forget, erase me from your mind. For, I'm not gonna appear in front of your eyes, never… ever…" Mikan was crying really badly now… not to mention bleeding… Her heart was bleeding… with love. Love… the worst kind of love, was forbidden love. They weren't meant to be together.
I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone
Already gone, already gone, already gone
Already gone, already gone, already gone, yeah
Mikan activated her invisibility alice and prepared to walk away. Until, she saw Natsume crying under the Sakura tree. Natsume wouldn't cry. He never cried. She was the cause. She…
Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone
Soon, Natsume fell asleep under the Sakura Tree. Deep in sleep, dreaming about Mikan…. Mikan, taking this opportunity, went up to him, gave him a kiss. The final kiss…
I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone
Then, Natsume woke up with a jolt, thinking someone had kissed him. Oh yes, someone did, too bad he was a second late, that Mikan flew away. He licked his lips. MIKAN! He thought. Stood up and searched frantically. It was probably his imagination he thought. For the news had reached news that his beloved had died.