Preface:
Everything. Everything I locked away all the hurt, the pain, the mental and the physical suffering, was back. The walls that held it all in, were gone. After all the lies I told myself, after all the pain I put my family through, the people that I loved. It was all back with in an instant. And worst of all I couldn't bring myself to hate him. Yes he was the worst part of my life but in the same way he was the best. He showed me something I didn't believe in, love. He showed me that love was unconditional. No matter how much you want to hate that person. No matter what they have done, you still love them. Edward Cullen was the reason for my pain and suffering but he was also the reason for my being, he gave me my life, Leo and Cara.
