Forever Bones

This night is different. Like more silent and calmer. So different from condition of your soul.

Soul?

But, have you got something like that? It's nothing but our existence wasn t proven scientifically. And despite this, you are feeling that you have her now. Your soul is flooded by the waveof the sorrow. She is drowning in the sadness and anger. Every remembrance burns down on her brand which burns. This fire digests you from inside.

And you can do nothing.

These memories. These damn memories. These favourite memories.

You are sitting in the darkness. Completely alone. You are not crying. You haven't got any tears left. Over several days you wept out the sea of tears. But your heart is still bleeding.

And hurts.

You did not suppose, that this will happen. You always were alone. You handle with everything.

But you did not handle with love. You threw her aside. You threw aside the man, who loved you.

He fell in love with you. Just like that. He loved you the way you were.

But are you still that person?

You swear yourself, that you did not venture. That you did not say ''I am gambler'' and you did not permit your friendship to reform in something more important. More beautiful.

You thought, that you proceed correct. You thought, that you protect Him. You thought, that you still have time... To be with Him.

You made a mistake.

Death changes people. Close person's death takes piece of us.

Your partner's death took you.

When red began overweighting whiteness on his shirt...

When hug of his palm weakened slowly...

When his eyes began getting out...

You understood.

You understood you don't have time. You understood, that it is the end of something, what have not even started.

You understood and you wept.

Only his expressed with whisper words pierced through wall of despair.

''Forever, Bones''

And then nothing left. World stopped, the same as stopped agent's heart.

Now, when you are looking on his picture you can even try to remind these words. Because you informed at last, that Seeley Booth was from always and it will be forever. Like you were for him.

The End.

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