I don't own Fruits Baskets . god damn it!

It was cold, rainy, and dark Sunday. Tohru had not been at home for breakfast, lunch, nor dinner. She hadn't been her self lately either. Disappearing for long periods of time. She had been gone for 3 days and the Sohma's began to worry. All of a sudden Kyo jumped up and grabbed his coat and even in the foul mood he was in, he was still determined to find Tohru

"Where are you going?" said Shigure. "Where the hell do you think! you dumb ass inu !" Kyo shouted angrily. "Don't be reckless Kyo," chided a fatigued Shigure. "I will get the car, come on Yuki!" he yelled.

After hours of searching for Tohru the Sohma boys had yet to find their precious flower. It was killing them to think that she could be outside in this horrible rain all alone, possibly hurt.

"Miss Honda!" called Yuki "Tohru!" called Kyo and Shigure till CLUNK. "What was that!" screamed Kyo. "I don't know I'll check." called Shigure as he stepped out of the car. On the cold, wet ground laid the girl with brown hair girl with big blue eyes. It was Tohru.

Anxiety was the only thing that the Sohma's were feeling right now. Yuki was rubbing his hands together and Kyo pacing the room. Shigure was rocking back and forth waiting impatiently for news. Good or bad it did not matter just any. Besides Tohru could pull through, right? The doctor walked out his head bowed. "Well sir, there were numerous drugs and alcohol in her system. We believe she was in a daze so to speak." We are so sorry. We lost her and the baby." "BABY!" Kyo face looked like he was about to explode. There was a baby, sweet, little Tohru was pregnant. "Yes sir, she was 2 months."

Tohru Honda was dead. The pure flower wasn't so pure anymore. The funeral was quite and tranquil, though a tense feeling hung in the air like a dense cloud. Only her closest friends and the few family members that she had, attended. Many Sohma's were there but no tears came from Yuki or Kyo's eyes. Just a look of confusion and a hint of disgust. Though it wasn't noticeable. The drive home was relatively quite, besides Shigure crying about his sweet Tohru. Thank god they were home. Could you even call it that anymore? Shigure enter the kitchen. He wanted, no, he needed a drink.

The last to mouth had been a blur for Shigure. He had not written a single book. Not even a scribble. He would sit in his room and drink anything with alcohol. Anything that would drive the guilty and depressing feelings that he felt. It didn't matter what he got. Yuki and Kyo were now forced to do the house work. Kyo cooking and Yuki cleaning. They would go to school, come home, do there homework, cook and clean, then take care of Shigure.

Shigure stammered down the stairs. He hadn't come out of his room in weeks or was it months? Refusing to eat the dinner that Kyo prepared. He asked for some saki(sp?) and only bringing water, Kyo stormed out . Leaving Yuki with a very angry and drunk man. After beating Yuki till he was good and happy Shigure retired to his room. Shigure the once happy and loyal, and loving dog was not only a drunk but an abusive one. Kyo had had enough and Yuki was right were he started. Could things get any worse?