Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight, New Moon, or any of Stephenie Meyer's works.

But the idea however, such as the editions...is mine.

Prologue

As I woke, the light of the morning shined into my room. I turned my head to see the topaz eyes of the person I loved so very much. His smile making my heart pound.

"Morning Bella" he smiled my favorite one that made roses appear on my cheeks.

"Good Morning, how was you're night?" I asked with a light smile.

"Very nice. You spoke in your sleep again." he grinned.

"What did I say?" I asked raising an eyebrow.

"I love you, Edward. For eternity." he said. The last part as I searched his eyes...he seemed sad.

He was still against turning me. Still afraid of taking my soul. What he probably didn't see was...he already had it. When he left...it disappeared along with my heart. But when he came back it was reborn, you could say. The condition to which he agreed to change me if I married him frightened me alittle. My mother wouldn't like me marrying so soon in my life. But...Edward was my destiny.

"Edward." I said lightly.

"Yes, Bella?" he asked looking into my eyes. The hint of sorrow still there.

I put my hands on his cheeks as I stared into his topaz eyes of an angel...my angel. I looked deep into his eyes. "I will always love you...even if...one day...you don't feel the same." I said with a gentle smile. Edward deserved to be happy...even if...it wasn't with me. He went to the Volturi to kill himself because of me. Alice wouldn't have had to risk her life because of me. Jacob wouldn't have to hate me...Charlie wouldn't have to worry about me everyday as well as Renee and Phil. They could live their lives.

Pain flashed in his eyes. He wrapped his strong arms around me, forcing me to rest my head on his chest. The grip he hand slowly tightened until I couldn't move.

"Please...don't speak such things. I will always love you. No one else but you." he whispered.

I closed my eyes, taking in his sweet scent. His embrace, even though his arms were cold, the embrace was warm and loving. The sun peaked into my room as it lightly glowed off Edward's skin, making almost invisible glitter sparkle on his pale skin.

He released me but held my shoulders. He stared into my eyes as I felt the sun glowing off my skin. The sun lit up the right side of his face and the left of mine. The warmth spreading through me. He smiled which made my heart thrust against my chest. He put his hand on the side of my head as he ran his fingers in my hair. My heart felt as if it would burst forth as I felt his cold fingers lightly touching the skin on the side of my neck as he ran his fingers down.

"I'll be right back. Human moment." I said as he removed his hand.

"I'll see you then." he smiled crookedly, making my heart stop for a moment then restart. My cheeks burning as he did so. I jumped off the bed and got my essentials and quietly went to the bathroom. I took a shower and did the rest of my morning routine. Edward, I was sure, had left already. Every moment we were not together; time seemed to drag on slowly.

I got dressed and put my shoes on. Then I went to the kitchen and prepared a quick breakfast, Edward was already there as he watched me eat, smiling at me and sometimes taking the spoon and feeding me himself. We washed the bowl and utensil quickly and we got in his car and went to school.

The day dragged on until lunch when I sat with the Cullens. We were talking, laughing, anything it would seem that normal teenagers would do, all except me of course. I was normal. The Cullens, however, were like gods and goddesses just sitting in a room of normal creatures, ordinary and completly unaware. I sat with these beautiful creatures...a normal human in the presence of gorgous creatures. Edward still tried to convince me sometimes that I was not ordinary. He would frown when I said I was still ordinary, him trying to convince me otherwise.

After school finished and I went home. He stayed until Charlie came home and he would come back at night, holding me in his arms. I would visit his house sometimes as well in the middle of the night for an hour then return home to sleep.

Each time seeming like a dream or fantasy everytime. When I woke, excpecting for the dream to end, I would wake to Edward's smile. It wasn't a dream afterall. But, what if...that dream would turn into a nightmare. I shivered at the thought in my sleep. My mind was racing as it had been doing that for a week now. I didn't tell anyone. Once and awhile I felt my whole body numbing. Feeling as if I hadn't moved in years. It was even alittle difficult for Edward to wake me sometimes. He said I seemed to be in a deep sleep.

Hopefully...this deep sleep didn't mean anything bad. Perhaps, a deep sleep, like in a fairytale. But this time...that I may not awaken.