I hate this feeling
Of not knowing why,
Of wondering what I did,
What did I do to make him unlove me?
What did I say
To change his mind?
I hate this feeling
Of still loving him,
Of not being able to shake him,
What can I do
To get my heart back,
What can I say to put it back together?
I hate this feeling
Of not knowing if,
Of wondering if,
I will hold his heart again,
Or if he will hold mine forever,
While I hold none.
Liz Phlipot