Annyeong, hello I'm rysam and this is my first kanamexzero story "
aha, I might be a bit ooc and all but I wanted to try myself at this because I need more KanaZero and just because I love this pairing. Also I would really appreciate if you would read and review to tell me if I should continue or if I should stop it there :P
I'm not sure about how it is going to flow out. But I'm sure of the beginning and the end :P XDD If that even makes sense *sigh*
Anyways I'll stop talking for now and I hope you do enjoy this. And please, really this is like my first try at anime fanfic I accept constructive critizism, but no bashing " I'm way too sensible. XD
So it starts.
Summary: "Because we need it, us the association of hunters need it."
Warning: None in this chapie. I think I don't have any bad words either. XD
He lied still on his bed, even though he was awake, and very aware that some people were going to get in soon and ask him if he wanted to take a bath, or try to dress him. Sometimes he wished he had a different life. Something different from what he had right now. Something different from the cold attitudes he got from others just because he was higher in position. He wanted to live like a normal human.
How stupid to think that.
Like a vampire could live like a human.
But what made Kaname think like that was the fact that he was pureblood. And the fact that because of this he was always, always obliged to have a good appearance. To appear as the well mannered boy he doesn't want to be and act as if God gifted him with the most amazing present. Even if he did not believe in God. For once he was sure he did that, made him come into a family of purebloods, just so he could endure this kind of useless life. He looked around the room as he sat down and crossed his legs.
He had everything a human could dream of.
A rich family, a high place in society. Envious eyes from even the gods watching from up there, and immortality.
Immortality, what every human on earth wanted to acquire. Somehow it seems they didn't like to die? But Kaname wanted to know what happened after you leave this world. But he was kind of doomed to never know that. Because first his instincts won't let him be killed and he's way too strong to be killed. No, he's not arrogantly telling that no one can easily beat him. It's the truth.
Even though it's not been a long time since he was born, more like maybe three hundred years?
And no, it wasn't enough to be the strongest vampire in the world. But being one of the few dotted of special physics. He was born a pureblood and that made him, right now, the strongest vampire in this country. In this world too. Believe it or not. But he was the oldest one. All the other were born shortly after him. Like they were waiting for him. That's what his father likes to believe anyways. That his son is the brightest and that everyone needs to bow before him because one day he will be the one controlling their entire system.
His father was a kind man, really. And Kaname loved him. Along with his kind hearted mother, she had such a kind heart, you wouldn't believe she could kill to protect what she loves. But she can, like a tiger protecting her little. She had such a strong heart too. But the problem wasn't her, it was his father.
The one who put too much pressure on him without knowing. Kaname could only agree when he's asked something from his father. Even if he wants to say no, sorry father I can't succeed you. Because I want to live my life through adventures and meet someone I love and have a simple life. Without having to worry about the throne. Or people trying to kill me every day. But Kaname knew better than to shut up.
He knew he just had to sit there and wait.
Wait for the day when he takes over his father.
But he was a man also, and he had his pride. He had this side of him that wanted so much to rebel. But the fact is he's only the son of his father. And he can't help but not want to hurt the latter. So he keeps it for now, maybe one day he will be able to tell his father that he just wants to live a simple life.
What he was waiting for arrived after all. The maid knocked softly on the door and asked if she could come in. He would tell her to come in. But only to prepare the bath. Even though she will insist on also bathing him. Like why would he let her do that?
And then dress him up.
He wasn't a child of course he could dress like the big boy he was.
But he shouldn't really be mad at them. Since they are humans and they don't actually know that he's not that weak. And they are not supposed to know it anyways. He slowly got off the bed and walked towards the ready bath, waving his hand at the maid so she gets out of the room. He slipped his shoes off and let the silky night coat slid off his shoulders. Brushing his skin as it reached the ground.
And he got inside of the bath tub with a sigh.
This actually felt good. So relaxing. Whoever thought of creating this is a genius. People like him who thinks a bit too much and have too much pressure on their shoulders must love this thing. But then again, good things had an end to them. That, Kaname knew too well.
-K-Z-
It was going to be another tiring day, with too much noises. With too much people in the streets. With too many things to do. He couldn't even get his sleepy beauty at night nor at morning. He had to constantly be on his guard, hand on the arm in his belt. The only thing that can save him from those monsters. The only thing his family didn't have when one day they all disappeared because of those monsters.
The only thing that made his mind at ease at night.
His gun.
He sighed and leaned against the wood of the window as he let his eyes wander outside. Sight lost in the bright sky. His amethyst eyes clouded with empty feelings as his hair hide them from the light. He sighed as he frowned a bit under the too dazzling moon.
Zero wished sometimes, that the sun would never disappear. That only the sun would survive and the moon wouldn't exist.
Because it's the moon that awakes them. And when at night, he can't just pass in the street without being cautious. He actually had to lower his head or else he felt as if every eyes on him were deep red. Red as the blood that ran in his veins. Or that fingers that brushed against his arms when he bumps into someone are the fingers that gripped his arms when he was younger.
He still had dreams about sharp teeth; he can still feel the tingling and painful bite in his neck. Just where the tattoo to calm his thirst is. Zero hated this. This aching feeling he had anytime he would see a beautiful neck line. Or a vein pulsing at someone's wrist. He hated this bestial thirst he had in his throat, that burned down his lungs and made him clench almost desperately at his heart as he tried to suppress the horrid hunger.
But he had to live with it.
Even if he despised it more than anything and even if the thought of being one of those repulsed him more than anything. He still had to live. He had to live to protect all the other from feeling like he did. Unwanted in both worlds. Unwanted as a vampire, not like he wanted to be wanted there. And unwanted in the human world. He had only one path. A path he had to fight to get to, a hunter.
Not every hunter is a twin who survived the massacre of a vampire on his family.
But Zero somehow managed to survive through this.
He managed to run downstairs hand at his bleeding throat and he managed to run outside of the house, he ran crazily as soft little sobs came out of his mouth. He ran until he found his now protector and adoptive dad. He was covered in blood and had a bloodsucker chasing him. But he didn't care, he just wanted to live. He knew he had to live somehow. He felt that he had to live. Because simply he had to avenge his parents and his brother. He had to avenge them all. And make those bloodsucker pay.
And even if he had to transform into one of them, he was still Zero, the child who nearly got killed by a vampire a long time ago. The child who lost his parents and everything in just one day. And since then his heart can't rest at peace. Not until he's sure that all of them can't hurt anyone anymore.
And fuck this annoying treaty that couldn't let him just kill them all.
But kind of thanks to it he's still alive.
His life was just like that. Full of contradictory. Full of things that didn't match. His hair was white and yet his heart felt darker with each passing day. He loved the sun and yet the moon had to be his guide. He loved the day but the nights were what inspire him now.
He was just bound to never be who he wanted to be.
He was bound to never abandon this life.
And that's why he had to make them pay.
"Zero? Won't you come downstairs have breakfast? We're waiting for you." He turned his face to his adoptive father and a smile tugged at his lips. "I'll be there soon." He shortly replied. "Hurry or I can't promise that anything is going to be left. Oh, and I'll need to talk to you after breakfast."
Okay so he had to first stop dreaming and quickly go downstairs and eat. Or his father and his friend might just eat everything without waiting for him. He hurried downstairs and sat down in front of the two elders. Doing the usual before taking his chopsticks and attacking his meal.
He was hungry.
Zero was sitting in the living room. His father in front of him, fingers crossed as he looked at him expectedly. He shifted uncomfortably and held his eyes still on the paper on the table.
"You're asking me to spy on them?" He pointed at the paper, which was a picture. Of a family. A vampire family. "Yes, you're the only one who can actually do that." Zero looked up at the older man and then back at the picture. "Why do I need to do that?" He mumbled, he wasn't sure about this.
"Because we need it, us the association of hunters need it." He just replied and Zero was even more suspicious. The hunters needed him to get as many information as he could on this family? For what? He thought people weren't supposed to attack vampires unless they did something bad. "How am I supposed to get those information?" oh yeah, he nearly forgot to ask this.
He looked over at his father who was now playing with his fingers.
"That's the part I wanted to discuss about. I really tried to persuade them to not do it. But they said to approach the family, approach the son." His father pointed at a man on the picture. A man who held a small smile on his lips when everyone else was smiling widely at the camera. A man who was looking through the camera instead of looking at the camera.
As if he was searching for something behind the camera.
"You have to seduce the son."
I know it's boring but please review to tell me what you think of it so far. And yes it's only chapie 1 :P