Prologue
Author: XxArtemisxX
Editor: lady sovereign
Keep telling myself that it's not worth it
I already know I don't deserve it
But if it's from you, I don't mind hurting
This my perfect nightmare, perfect
…nightmare…
She had never meant for this to happen. This was not a part of her wish…
She had wished for the dream to end.
Why wouldn't the dream end? She had made her wish, paid her price…then why wouldn't the dream end? Was it because now, she didn't wish that anymore? Was it because with all that had happened, she no longer wanted her initial wish?
Then what did she want?
An image flashed across her mind: sad, pain-filled blue eyes that highlighted his heartbroken face, devastated at her betrayal. And those two words that he had said…the words that still haunted her everyday…
Don't go.
She wanted beyond anything to stay, to take back what she had done…but she just never could see that happen. She was just another doll in that man's collection, another puppet, another failed creation that lived a lie that she had grown to love.
A lie that paved her life in the love that could never be.
So, now when she had lost everything, why did she still hold on to this dream? The answer was there but she was too scared to embrace it.
She wanted her lie, her life and her love back. She wanted to wake up now, instead of slipping into a dreamless, peaceful slumber.
She wanted to wake up and make it all right. She wanted to fix her mistakes and bring back all she had lost.
That was why she was holding on to her dream…for him. She wanted to see him again because now, despite her better judgment, she didn't want to end her bittersweet nightmare…
The nightmare that he had taught her to love.